BAD HABIT |Billie Eilish|

beginning

"Tinley, jump!" Jay yelled as she and Liv grabbed my hands to help me climb off Stella's shoulders. We were practicing before our school's soccer team game tonight. I was kinda hard for me to do all that stuff but my doctor said that enough time has passed since my surgery and I can join cheerleading team again. 

"Okay, it was good but let's try again" Stella rubbed her shoulders and we all started all over again. 

It was so tiring, I barely could move after our practices but also I kinda loved it. It was funny and I could spend a lot of time with my friends. Also Liv's jokes are the best so it was one more bonus to all that cheerleading thing.

Also today my dad and his girlfriend, Jasmine, will be on that game and I really wanna them to see me and my friends as a cheerleaders. He always wanted me to do sports but I tried gymnastics and fucked up. But there's one thing that I'm not that happy about. My mom and her new husband will be there too and, honestly, I have no idea why they wanted to come because we never got along well after Christmas and we Billie and I broke up she just smirked and said that she knew that it was just a stupid way to have fun and it's not serious. 

Talking about school things, Larsa transferred to our high school and now I have a whole squad of people who don't like me at all. Especially Larsa, for some reason she decided that I stole Billie from her and once she stopped me when we met in the bathroom and she was talking some shit about 'vendetta' and it was hella stupid but what did I expected from a girl who doesn't even know where is California. We are in California.

But also I followed a strict rule not to talk to any of them and try not to be alone. I knew that Noah won't do anything again, probably. But I wasn't sure about others. It was a joke for them and they just laughed when they found out that I had a surgery. But, at least, Liv and Roe punched Noah really hard when she was making jokes about my pacemaker and, I swear, I wanted to do that myself but I couldn't be that dumb. Thanks god my friends are dumb. I didn't want them to fight for me but seeing Noah with a black eye totally worth it. 

We finished our practice when the bell rang and I almost ran to the locker room because I had only a few hours to go home, take a shower and do my makeup. When I opened the door I crashed into someone and felt warm arms on my waist.

"What's the hurry?" Billie smiled at me, chewing on her gum. We stepped aside to let other girl leave the gym. 

"I need to go home asap" I sighed with a smile as she pecked my lips. "Take a shower before the game"

"Can I join?" This bitch winked at me and just rolled my eyes.

"Billie, my whole family is in the house"

"That's never stopped us before" Her hands trailed to my ass as the last girl left the gym. I sighed, shaking my head and moving her hands away. 

"Yeah, until my dad asked us to be more quiet" I closed my eyes because I was blushing every time I remembered that moment. Bil just giggled and wrapped her arm around my shoulders and leaded me to the parking lot. 

Flashback. 1 month ago.

I flopped on my bed, not even bothering myself to unpack my suitcase. I was rainy outside and so dark. Dad dropped me off at our house and headed to Jasmine's work to pick her up. I felt how she laid next to me and I turned my head to face her. Billie asked if she can come over. Even though we just came home after our school trip only an hour ago. I'm not complaining because I wanted to talk to her and spend some time together.