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— Lauren —
After yesterday, I haven't been able to fully separate my emotions. I feel so many things at once.I feel sorry, I feel regret, I feel relief, I feel disappointed and then there's the little space of happiness.
I feel sorry because I've pushed the one woman that had a definite spot in my future away because of my selfish ways. I feel regret because she'd still be here if it we had done all this her way and I regret keeping this up for this long because if I hadn't, she wouldn't be pregnant. I feel relief because I can make children and I had been wanting to know if I could. Disappointed because it was Normani and not Ally and a little bit of happiness because I might have just created another Lauren Jauregui.
Normani is suppose to go over Ally's house today with Dinah and tell Ally the news later on and she wants me to come. I agreed only because it's my chance to see the finest woman in the world that I'm madly in love with. I haven't seen her in days and I miss her so much.
I'm on my way to the doctor to take this test now and we can only pray that things go right. If it was Ally who was pregnant, I wouldn't be so worried. Me and Ally would create the most beautiful kids. Her small frame would be adorable carrying a baby. Just imagine.......
That evening......
I knocked softly on Ally's door and took a few deep breaths. I tucked my hair behind my ear, licked my lips and stood in a more fuck girl position. That always makes her blush when she opens the door and I look her from head to toe. I titled my head a little and pretended to be scrolling through social media on my phone as I hear the door unlock.
It swung open and there she stood.
She looked so fucking good and with me not have seen her in awhile, I wanted to jump her bones. It was like I had fallen in love all over again. She was glowing and that yellow on her complimented her skin complexion very well. I love when she's wear bright colors and I love when she wears her hair up, I think she has the cutest head. And she knows it because I tell her all the time. Did she wear her hair up for me??
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