Broken (A Cimorelli Fanfiction)

Alexandria

Alexandria's pov

After  I text Christina, I quickly lay down and pretend to be asleep so she won't question me any more than she already will. However, its been a really long day, so my fake sleep quickly turns into real sleep. The next thing I know, I wake up to someone saying my name. 

"Alexandria... Alexandria? Wake up, honey." I quickly jerk awake in a panic and look around. I feel a hand on my back, and look up to see Christina. Then it all comes back and I remember where I am. 

"Sorry."

"It's okay, but let's go in and get you settled. We stopped at In-N-Out and got food on the way home, but we didn't want to disturb you so we just got you a burger and fries. Are you okay with that?" Just the thought of that makes me want to throw up, but I swallow and answer. I really want to look down at my sleeve or pull my sleeves down, but it'd be too obvious. 

"Yeah! Great!" I say, forcing a smile. All I really wanna do right now is sleep. I climb out of the car and pop my back while Christina shuts the door behind me. When I turn around, she has this concerned look on her face and she's looking me over. 

It's your fat...

I shake my head then refocus on Christina, who's looking at my face now. 

"Are you okay?" 

I almost cry. I haven't heard those words in so long. I want to break down and cry and tell her everything, but then she'd send me back and they all hate me, so I just play it off as my sleepiness. 

"Yeah, I just wanna sleep. I promise ill be more upbeat tomorrow..." 

"Of course! I'll make sure no one disturbs you. Everyone got your stuff in your room already, and I will explain everything tomorrow." I nod and we walk in to be immediately greeted by Kathrine with a plate of cookies. 

"Hey, guys! Are you hungry, cause I was just about to make dinner?" She turns to me, "Want a cookie?" 

"No thanks, I'm not hungry." It's not technically a lie this time, cause I'm not. Kathrine just shrugs and walks away, but Christina gives me a weird look, then keeps walking. Thankfully, we don't encounter anyone else. When we reach the room, Christina holds the door open for me and gestures in. 

"Ta-da!" I run and flop on the bed, then look around. It's fairly simple, with a color scheme of like orange and white kinda like Lauren's room. It's calming. I climb under the covers and face Christina. 

"Do you need anything?" She asks. I think for a moment, then respond. 

"This is kind of weird, but can you stay until I fall asleep?"

"Of course!" I get comfortable as she walks over and sits on the edge of the bed. After a few minutes, she rubs my back and starts humming. I'm out in about 3 seconds after that. But my last thought is, Tomorrows gonna be rough... and I'm asleep.

(a/n: I am so sorry at how short this chapter is. it's like 3:00 am, but I was feeling inspired. But now I feel like Alexandria. What do you think? Literally let me know ANY ideas you have, good or bad idc let me know. Thanks, babes, love you! -Amy)