Broken (A Cimorelli Fanfiction)

Christina and Kathrine

Christina's pov

I wake up with a weird feeling. Then what happened last night hits me again. I instinctively reach over to make sure Alexandria is there, but that side of the bed is empty. I jump up and quickly listen for any signs of where she might be. Silence. I debate whether I should wake Kathrine up, but I decide against it considering it's about 6:00 am and quickly leave, going through my bathroom to Lisa and Amy's room. She's not in either of those places. 

I go back to my room and go out into the hallway. I check Lauren and Dani's room next. Dani is asleep but Lauren's bed is empty. The sink in their bathroom is running, so that must be where Lauren is. As I am about to leave, she walks out. She walks over to me, becoming worried at my concerned face. 

"What's wrong?" She whispers. 

"I can't find Alexandria," I whisper back.

"I think she's in her room." 

"I'll check. Thanks, Lauren!"

"You're welcome." She walks over to her bed, ending our whisper conversation. I walk out and slowly walk into Alexandria's room. She's not in her bed, but I hear noises coming from her bathroom.  As I get closer, I realize that it's crying. I run over and try to open the door, but it's locked. 

"Alexandria?" I call out to her. 

"Wh-what?" She calls out, her voice raspy. 

"Can you let me in?" I get no response. 

"Why?" 

"What?" 

"Why do you want to come in? Do you really care? does it matter?" I hear tears building up in her voice. I want to cry hearing the heartbroken tone in her voice. 

"Yes, of course I care! You are an amazing, beautiful girl! So please let me in!" 

"No. No! I'm not any of that. I'm not worth your care. I almost got Dani raped, or killed, or hurt. I let him..." She bursts into tears. I hear her move around and she starts crying harder. 

"Alexandria..." I plead. 

"No! Just... go away! For your sake please!" She almost doesn't get the last word out. 

"I'm gonna go get Lisa," I call to her, then quickly run to Lisa and Amy's room. I walk over to her bed and shake her. 

"What...?" Lisa says tiredly. 

"Lisa, get up!" I whisper urgently to her. She groans and rolls over. 

"Go away..." 

"Lisa! Please!" She rolls back over and looks at me. 

"What?" She asks, annoyed. She closes her eyes. 

"Lisa, it's Alexandria. She- just come on!" Lisa bolts upright. 

"What-" 

"Just come on! And quietly." Lisa jumps up and we hurry to Alexandria's room. I point to the door and walk over there and gently knocks on the door. 

"I said go away!" 

"Honey, it's Lisa. Please open up." 

"I- I can't. I'm sorry!" She cries. Lisa turns around to me. 

"Get me a hairpin, hurry." I run to my room and get the smalled hairpin I can find. I get back to Lisa and hand her the pin. She goes over to the door and sticks the pin into the lock, working it around. After a second, there is a little click and we quickly rush into the bathroom to be greeted by an awful sight. Alexandria is curled into a little ball, sobbing to herself, cuts all over. Her wrists, legs, and from the looks of her shirt, stomach. I notice that she changed her clothes, probably so that she didn't get my clothes dirty. Not that that would matter. She sits there, ignoring us, continuously cutting her leg. Lisa snaps out of it first and runs over to her and grabs the blade out of her hand. Alexandria doesn't protest, she just falls the rest of the way to the ground.