He & She

Chapter 22 - If what we had was real...

Chapter 22

 

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“Manong SL Bar po sa Makati.” Sabi ko sa taxi driver na nasakyan ko.

Pagpasok ko palang ng taxi ay gusto ko na agad bumaba. Kundi naman bastos ang tadhana sakin. Sa lahat ng kanta, Art of Letting go talaga? Seriously destiny? Ganyan ka ba kasama sakin?

Put away the pictures. 

Put away the memories. 

I put over and over 

Through my tears 

I've held them till I'm blind 

They kept my hope alive 

As if somehow that I'd keep you here 

Once you believed in a love forever more? 

How do you leave it in a drawer? 

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all 

Unchain my heart that's holding on 

How do I start to live my life alone? 

Guess I'm just learning, 

Learning the art of letting go. 

Try to say it's over 

Say the word goodbye. 

But each time it catches in my throat 

Your still here in me 

And I can't set you free 

So I hold on to what I wanted most 

Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more 

Wish I could open up that door 

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all 

Unchain my heart that's holding on 

How do I start to live my life alone? 

Guess I'm just learning, 

Learning the art of letting go 

Watching us fade 

What can I do? 

But try to make it through 

the pain of one more day 

Without you 

Where do I start, to live my life alone? 

I guess I'm learning, only learning, 

Learning the art of letting go.

Naramdaman ko nalang na basa na naman yung pisngi ko. Its been what, six f-cking torture days since he broke up with me. And he’s all-f-cking-right.

Isnt it funny that the person who made you feel special yesterday can make you feel unwanted today.

Pag nakikita ko siya sa school ay parang wala lang sakanya yung hiwalayan na naganap. Parang wala lang ako. Parang stranger lang ako sakanya. Totoo palang mas masakit yung back to being strangers kaysa sa strangers lang talaga.

Hindi ko nga alam kung paano niya nagagawa yun eh. Yung tumawa. Yung maging masaya yung aura. Yung parang sinasampal ako ng Hey Im perfectly fine. Move on. paulit ulit tuwing makikita ko siya.