I was sat with all the guys at Cam's house. "Cam!" Everyone was shouting and laughing. Lately my anxiety had been playing up. I had 2 panic attacks this week; both were before and during a show. I felt so bad so decided to do another Meet and Greet the next afternoon for free. The boys were making so much noise and it was triggering my anxiety. I tried to breathe but it was getting harder. I covered my ears and hoped it would help me a bit. It didn't help and I started to feel a little dizzy. "Yoo guys look at that!" They were still shouting. They were always loud, I mean that's literally what they did all day. It was never usually a problem but today was just one of those days. Cam wasn't in the room because his mum needed him to help with something. "Guys!" I tried to get them to shut up but they weren't listening. Shawn was sat next to me, he wasn't as loud as the others. I tugged on the bottom of his shirt like a child. I mean it was the only way to get his attention. He gave me a weird look "Y/N what are you- are you okay?" I could feel my eyes filling with tears and my breathing was getting heavier. My hands were shaking a bit but it wasn't as bad yet. "Guys! Shut up a minute! Someone get Cam!" All the guys turned to me and I hid in Shawn's side because I felt bad. Cam came running into the room a few seconds later. He came up to me took my hand and led me out of the room. "You okay babygirl?" He said sitting me down. I shook my head. "It's okay babe." He said holding my hand and rubbing it gently. "Okay, deep breaths now." He said. I took deep breaths and closed my eyes. "C-Cam can you sing to me." I said knowing it would calm me down. No one really knew that Cam could sing apart from me and his voice calmed me. He nodded and put a song on his phone. He sang along to it. I closed my eyes and listened to him. Once I was calmed down a little I leaned into his chest and he held me for a bit. We sat there for a bit and then we went back into the room with the boys. "Sorry." They all said. I felt bad, it wasn't their faults. "It wasn't you guys." I said smiling. We all carried on doing whatever. Cam made sure he held me whenever he could just to make sure I was okay.
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