Pure Desire

54: Never Mine

Waking up, I could feel the pressure from the brightness on my eyelids. I blinked my eyes open, but something didn't feel right. I wasn't fully aware as my sight was slightly blurry. I rubbed my face, trying to wake myself up a little, but it wasn't worth it. Last night... I drank too much. Alcohol usually doesn't have an effect on me because of the fast healing process, but it kept me numb for a while. Sitting up, I frowned remembering what happened.

I took another swig of liquor when I heard the door suddenly open. A part of me was hoping it was Aurelia but when I turned to expect her, instead it was Lucille. I frowned. Oh. I never call for her but when I do, it's usually because I'm fucked up. She was only there at my beck and call as I asked. She walked in and stopped across from me. "You called," she smirked.

I huffed at her. This girl didn't have any issues with confidence. She would do.

"I didn't give you permission to come into my house," I said blankly, turning around. My wolf started going crazy in my mind. He never liked the sight of other females around me but enjoyed ravishing them, that is until a certain human girl changed that. I pushed back my wolf in the dark barriers of my mind. I knew I was only drunk and upset and I needed a distraction and this was the easiest way to.

Soon, I felt her hand on my shoulder, making me turn around. "Don't be grumpy, you always call for me every time you need something from me," she moved her finger across my jawline and down my chest. I was doing my best to not roll my eyes at her. I wasn't proud of myself for taking advantage of women like her for many years. I was a hybrid, not to mention an alpha, thus the increased sex drive and heightened emotions. I knew I never had a mate so I found my release in one night stands.

I took her hand in mine and squeezed just enough pressure to make her eyes widen visibly in pain. "I could easily snap your neck and yet you're still here," I growled at her, unable to control myself. My wolf was growling at me in the back of my mind, constantly nagging at me to get away from her. Maybe this wasn't a good idea but my alcohol induced mind was past the point of caring, longing for a distraction.

She leaned in, whispering in a tempting voice to me. "You're so hot when you're mad." I clenched my jaw, feeling heat boil beneath my skin. She blinked at me with those green eyes of hers.

I pushed back my wolf again irritatedly. He wouldn't shut the hell up. The alcohol's affects started to blur my mind, I started to draw into my emotions, letting myself go. "Don't think this means anything to me," I say.

I felt Lucille's hand creep along my chest again, her eyes dark and seductive. "This doesn't mean a thing to me. I'm only here to pleasure you." Her voice faded away, but the look in her eyes wasn't. She was good with her words, smooth and tempting but my mind kept coming back to one girl. Her doe hazel eyes staring at me with long silken eyelashes swaying, her enticing lips- "I want to pleasure you," she whispered in my ear and my hand instantly moved to her waist.