my lost love

Done, but not Over

I may not be over you but I am done with you.

So please leave me alone.

I am trying hard not to be a bad person so please stop stepping over my boundaries.
Stop disturbing me and I won't disturb yours.⠀

I had enough.
Life's better without you⠀
Thank god.
Please just let me get over it already.
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I can no longer remember why I fell in love and loved you anymore.
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You were different. You are no longer the person I loved. He is gone. Lost. ⠀
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I admit that good memories were made. I am thankful.  I really am. 

I loved how you really made me feel loved at least once for the very first time in my life. 

Maybe I will never get to experience it again,

But it's okay,

I did because of you. 

You fulfilled one of my biggest life goal. ⠀
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But it's all done and over. 

You are never going back and so do I. You and I know that we are never going back. 

Do you remember that talk about letting nature take its place and the future to decide? It was all nonsense. ⠀
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So stop trying to be friendly or trying to make up for your guilt. 

It's okay, it's all in the past now. 

I forgive but I will never forget, the way you broke my heart and treated me. I guess it's the same for you. 

I am sorry if I am mean to you now. I am trying not to. So please stop pushing/forcing me to. I have had enough. ⠀
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Even if I still loved and missed you, I do not want to have anything to do with you again.⠀
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Thank you. I love you and goodbye.