confused, lost
how should i describe this?
these feelings in my heart get stuck at my throat
it's suffocating yet i can't seem to break free from it
i keep drowning, i struggle to stay afloat
i want to stop thinking about you
but you race in my mind non stop like a demon unwilling to let me go
please i beg you
just leave me alone
you are slowly killing me and everyone around me whom i love
i hate myself for being so angsty, for hating you and for my mean actions i don't mean to
honey, you bring out the little devil in me
you make me hate ME
i just want to set myself free and live in happiness
can i? will you let me be?
YOU ARE READING
my lost love
Nonfiksihe was my everything, my world but he was also the one who got away; just a diary of my feelings NO fancy content or vocabulary thank you for taking your time to read! 🤗
