Am I really okay?
I thought I was fine. I thought I was recovering, healing and was on the right track.
I was getting my life back together.
New hobbies, New Knowledge, New Experiences and New Memories.
But why is that I lack of the motivation and drive to do anything now?
Maybe slightly depressed,
I don't have the mood to eat, socialize or do any work.
All I feel like doing is to sleep and escape away.
This has been lasting for days now. It's not one of those moments.
I am confused. I don't know what to do. But I can't just do nothing.
This emptiness in within. I guess I just want to be alone now. Am I finally getting used to it?
想过离开 以这种方式存在
当你终于明白 其实这次，
你真的累了，受够了，不要管了。放弃了。。。
YOU ARE READING
my lost love
Saggisticahe was my everything, my world but he was also the one who got away; just a diary of my feelings NO fancy content or vocabulary thank you for taking your time to read! 🤗
