my lost love

I Did Something Wrong

Guilty. That's all I feel. 

But why? I did nothing wrong. 

I don't owe you anything. We are no longer together. It doesn't matter anymore. 

But yet I still wished that it was you. Not him.

He and I knew and it was unfair to the both of us. 

I felt like a complete mess. I can't believe what I did. I guess I just wasn't meant for it. 

I don't understand why I did that. I shouldn't have. 

It was a mistake. 

Despite knowing that it would hurt you, I still tried seeking reassurance from you. 

Because it's all I ever needed. Your presence calms me. 

Aren't I such an ass too? 

Maybe I didn't deserve you as well. Maybe it was god's plan for you to meet someone better. 

I am sorry, my dear. I really love you and I don't wish to hurt you anymore.

So please. 

Please stay away from me as far as you could and don't give me a chance to hurt you again.

I sincerely pray that you would meet a better girl who deserves you and will be with you forever.