he was my everything, my world but he was also the one who got away;
just a diary of my feelings
NO fancy content or vocabulary
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It's weird and funny but you are standing here alone now. But stronger and better than ever. You are back to being yourself.
The memories will never leave. You are different from the rest because you owe a beautiful story to share.
You will think of him. You will get reminded of him. You will miss having him around.
But your heart no longer ache for him.
It was good and precious. You would never trade anything away for the time and memories you spent with him.
He will always be part of your past but you no longer see him in your future.
I will never stop loving you but I am no longer in love with you.
The future will always be an undecided mystery.
Who knows if we might get back together? Who knows if we might reconnect as close friends? Who knows if he will ever be reading this one day? No one knows and the future holds no boundaries.
I do not expect anymore but just to let fate decide my destiny. ((As cringy as it sounds...))
If maybe one day you were to be able to just stumble upon this story...
Here's a final letter for you my lost love, Chaw:
hey bby, i hope you are doing great. i hope that you didn't regret your choice to leave me and is just as happy as i am now. i really want to sincerely thank you for letting me go. i know it wasn't easy for the both of us since this was our first relationship. i don't know how much i matter to you but dear, i hoped you will always remember how much you meant to me after reading this. i hope you will always remember that you matter to me. honestly, i was really sure about being with you forever. i know it sounds crazy, a little far fetched and impossible, but that was just how sure i was. i have never stop choosing to be with you. i was really looking forward to many more together. but i guess sometime that's just how life is, am i right? it was a pity we weren't meant for one another and to have go through all these unnecessary pain. i hope it helped you to grow just like how it helped me tremendously. i hope our relationship experience will help guide us to meeting our true right ones. i hope we find the happiness we deserve. words can simply never explain the gratitude i have for you, but i just wanted to say, thank you so much for everything, my love.
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