That night still felt like a dream to me. A real beautiful one.
Your presence still linger around me. I feel comforted. But it seemed like our conversation that day only affirmed my decision to stay away from you.
Final exams finally ended and I am having the time of my life now. Without you.
I guess ...
It's really over now.
You made up your mind. I can't be just friends with you now. It's impossible for me. That's how much I love you.
I will let you go to seek your own happiness and I wish you the best. So will I.
I thought I will never be able to live without you. But now I know I do. I am better off without you.
" Will I ever get back with him? "
Honestly, I would if I ever could.
But I know you don't love me back the same way I do. You don't love me as much as I do.
I finally managed to hear it in your words. In your voice.
You say that you are not good in expressing yourself. But your actions prove it all.
I finally understand how I felt that day.

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my lost love
No Ficciónhe was my everything, my world but he was also the one who got away; just a diary of my feelings NO fancy content or vocabulary thank you for taking your time to read! 🤗