29 February 2020, Saturday

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That night still felt like a dream to me. A real beautiful one. 

Your presence still linger around me. I feel comforted. But it seemed like our conversation that day only affirmed my decision to stay away from you. 

Final exams finally ended and I am having the time of my life now. Without you. 

I guess ...

It's really over now. 

You made up your mind. I can't be just friends with you now. It's impossible for me. That's how much I love you.

I will let you go to seek your own happiness and I wish you the best. So will I. 

I thought I will never be able to live without you. But now I know I do. I am better off without you. 


" Will I ever get back with him? " 

Honestly, I would if I ever could. 

But I know you don't love me back the same way I do. You don't love me as much as I do. 

I finally managed to hear it in your words. In your voice.

You say that you are not good in expressing yourself. But your actions prove it all. 


I finally understand how I felt that day.

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