my lost love

Meant To Be

This obsession. This habit. It is hard to get rid of. 

Even after all this time, there seemed to be no conclusion and I am still the same. 

The only thing that evolved was getting used to the pain and living on with it. 

I am just like a precious porcelain that he broke by accident. 

It was so harmless yet it could never be the same regardless of how one tries to fix it again.

That's us. Maybe that's how life is meant to be planned out. 

You can't control anything. You just have to accept them. 

Because that's all you can do. 

I know I am unable to do it now but I hope I stop clinging onto what was not meant to be.

I pushed you away and cut you out again and again because I thought maybe that was the way out.

Maybe all I needed was a change. Maybe all I needed is to be aware and in charge of myself. 

Truth is,

You just accept the terms and conditions of life thrown at you because that's just how it was meant to be. 

You don't have to let it go right away. 

Letting go is a long and meticulous journey. 

Open up your mind. Open up your heart.

And let what life brings you to where you should be.