I want to love again. But I am not sure how to.
What if I just wanted a rebound? What if I am just feeling lonely? What if I am just being desperate?
So many doubts.
I am scared of making the wrong decisions. I am scared to trust a guy again. I am scared to be vulnerable in front of anyone again.
What if he break me again? It always happens when you least expect it.
And that's what's worst. Life's a bitch.
It just love to mess with you most just when you thought everything was going fine and smoothly.
I have learnt to let go when things don't go the way you expect. That's life for you. You just have to move on and keep going. Sadly, nothing is going to stop and change for you. I finally realized that it was the moment when you chose to let me go.
I pray that the day will come - some day when I will meet the right one who have as much love to offer to me as I would for him. And when that day comes, I pray that he will never let me go the same way.
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my lost love
Nonfiksihe was my everything, my world but he was also the one who got away; just a diary of my feelings NO fancy content or vocabulary thank you for taking your time to read! 🤗
