my lost love

Love

Love is beautiful, and extremely scary. 

I used to not believe in love. I didn't understand love. It is annoying and unnecessary. 

It was only until I met him. 

He made me believe in love, but he was also my lost love. 

He is not the best. He has his flaws and honestly, we were incompatible. 

He did not understand the way I felt and eventually he left. 

I will never know how I made him feel but to me, he felt like my world. 

I know I was obsessed with him. I was too dependent on him and I lost myself. 

But,

He was my pillar of support when everything else was crashing down around me. 

I know I felt demanding, but he didn't had to do anything. 

Just him by my side was the luckiest thing.

It was comfortable and I didn't had to pretend. Everything felt sure, just that it wasn't.

Maybe this would be why I am going to take a long time to get over you, even if you are a jerk right now. 

I might never be able to face you normally again, but I still wish you happiness and may you be able to find the love I felt from you. It's a pity that I may not be the one but it's alright. I just might not meant to be the one. 

Sorry if I acted like a bitch to you. Please know that it was never intentional. I just loved you too much. I never meant to hurt you. 

Love is difficult but it doesn't die easily 

Love can hurt as much as it completes you

Love is being one's most honest and vulnerable self 

Love is compromising & accepting you and your partner as a whole 

Love is like a battery but also a drug 

Love brings you happiness, strength and growth 

Our love didn't work out unfortunately, but thank you my love, for allowing me to truly love you.