JR|Brothers Bestfriend|✔️

~have a little fun~

The car ride was long and sad for me but for some it was short and quick.

I looked out the window seeing trees by pass and couples walking or dog owners walking there dogs wishing that warm feeling of love for someone was still there.
No

It's gone.

After a very long time we arrived at the party,we got out of our car and the moment I got out I made eye contact with josh who was getting out of the car too.

I looked at the ground before making things weird and I waited for the girls to finish getting out too.

Finally,we were walking in everytime I walked into a party for the past couple of months,someone's hands were in mine.but not anymore.

I thinks josh was feeling it too since he looked down and his empty hand to find no one holding it.

Music blasted into my ears as we walked inside,someone was shouting on the microphone.

??:WELCOME TO PLAYLIST!!!! 2020 AYYYY

Cheers spread around along with smiles or bursts of laughter,maybe it was'nt going to be that bad.i think.

Me and the girls went over to the bar and started off there.
Avani:okay so we came here to party okay

Madi:Yes,no one's stopping us let's go dance!!!

Me:uh,actually
They all stopped in there tracks and looked at me,still sitting in my seat.

Charli:actually what? Let's go dance

Me:no,I-I dont feel like it.you guys go I'll join later

Girls:promise?

Me:promise

Girls:k,bye

Me:bye
I said abit un energised I just sat down with my cup and pondered on and on.

So josh is no longer my babe.how are we gonna tell our fans,there have been so supportive with our relationship.its simply gonna crush there hearts.

I sipped my drink

But,if I just put my feelings and hurt aside me and josh would still be together.

I sipped my drink

I should have opened up not been secretive about how I felt about kio,and jackson and blah blah blah.

Me:ugh,fuck sipping uma down a hole bottle

And with that I grabbed the bottle and drank it like my life depended on it.

It was getting a bit blurry but I knew I wasnt drunk tho cause it would take more than that and that's when this boy approached me.

Mattia:y/n how many drinks have you had?

Me:umm..

Mattia:are you okay?

Me:yes,dont be worried aha
I said getting up from my seat,he pushed me back down.

Mattia:okay,stay here am gonna get you some water

Me:okayyy

When he left I got up and walked to the dance floor were I coudnt find the girls so I danced by myself as I enjoyed the music.

The party is electric tonight, everyone feeding off of the smiles and fast dancing. I could go like this all night long, feet moving to the crazy beat like they belong to the music. I move in my dress like my hips were made to sway and soon enough hands snake around my waist and onto my hips.