JR|Brothers Bestfriend|✔️

~mistakes~

PLAY SONG RIGHT NOW
I lay there questioning my existance,why am I here?

Why am here?

There is no purpose to my life.right?

I put on this song and just listened to it as tears seemed down my face.
I can't deal with this pain and am so done.I need someone to hug.
I kept on crying and didn't notice Josh walk in,because my head was just screaming into my pillow as I cried
Everything hurt and I was so hurt and broken,I was weak,I felt weak and hopeless.

Me:I don't wanna do this anymore
I cried more.
It all came back,everything.all the pain I had stored up inside.

ME:ahhhhhhh
I screamed

Me:it hurts.
Me:Make it stop.Make it stop.Make it stop.Make it stop

I was weeping,balling my eyes out
Read this with the song,at the exact time-that's a challenge 4 u
Me:JOSH IS NOT HERE TO GET ME THROUGH IT ALL,I let my guard down and then you pulled the-

I felt arms over me,I was pulled into a hug and I just melted.
Josh:it's okay.I've got you.Am sorry.Am so sorry.

Me:m-m-my h-h-heart.....j-Jos-sh i-i-it h-heart-ts...
I rested my head in his shoulder as I hummed "mmmmh"on and on cause it calmed me down,I held my chest and held the necklace that I never took off.
When I was now much better I looked at him and so did he and I kissed him,he kissed back and We finally pulled away and put our foreheads together to catch some air then we kissed again.

DO NOT READ IF YOUR HOLY.
We kissed and all the worries of the world came to a halt as his soft lips made there way down to my neck.He pulled away to lock the door and he took his top off,I was now laying in bed waiting.He climbed back on top of me and connected our lips again as his hands wondered around my body,he took off my clothes and when I was in my bra and panties(God I hate that word) he put his hand on my thigh,slowly moving it higher up as he went for my neck.

I was so distracted on my neck that when he entered in three fingures at once,I clenched my toes and arched my back and in pleassure.
Me:F-f-fuck!
He pulled his fingures out which made me mad and started kissing down my body,he took off my bra and stared for a good minute then attacked them with a squeez.
He kissed down my body,his wet lips living a trail,my heart beat was raising as he had now reached my area and with his teeth,he slid off my pants and threw them somewere.He then kissed my inner thigh as he got to my kit-kat.that's what we got call it okay.

I could feel his breathing against it,I closed my legs but he opened them up and licked across😖which made me crave him even more,he brought his face back up to mine with a smug look on his face.
Me:why u do that?

Josh:because,it's a punishment for breaking up with me
Me:am sowy
I nagged at his shorts and he took them off,he only had his boxers whilst I was exposed.
Because he was such a tease,he started to grind on me making me wet as hell,I threw my head back as my eyes rolled to the Back of my head as he cussed and took off his boxers to reaved his 11inch,he played with my KitKat just to tease cause he knew the effect he had on me.

Me:stop teasing and just-
He thrusted inside me with all the might in the world and I grabbed the sheets as I let out a loud moan,he grunted as he went in and out,hitting my g-spot everytime,he kissed me roughly as he kept on going at a steady pace,moans where escaping my lips because I couldn't contain the pleassure.Slowly,he bite my lip as he pounded into me harder and deeper causing me to scream.

He then lifted my legs and rested them on his shoulder as he grinded and grinded faster and faster,when I sensed that he was slowing down,I swang my legs back down and turned us over to were I was now on top,I held the bed and started to sway and move my hips to spell out "POP"

Josh:is it j-just me or d-did in mis-s f-fucking you.fuck!
I rode him,making him weak and breathless,he grabbed my hips as he directed me and as soon as I felt tired,he took over and finished the job.
I felt the weird feeling in stomach as I felt it knot up and became all tight.
Me:J-josh am gonna c-cum
Joah:me too baby,m-me too

He realised into me,not really adding much thought into what he did and plopped down next to me as we caught our breaths.
Josh:ugh,fuck that was so amazing

Me:but it was so wrong
I said as I looked over at him.

Roses are red
violets are blue
Jesus forgive us
For we have been fools
...
And we all say....AMEN