Pharaoh's First Love

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At least he wasn’t so cruel to just make children. that in its own was calming. But what if...what if what she discussed with him before was true? What if the reason he had no children was because someone was hurting them?
"Please...don’t make me answer that."
She replied lightly. Blushing brightly to feel him so close while asking such a thing. Of course, he was. He was gentle and kind. Both when it mattered. The interest he took in her made her feel she floated on wings even though she didn’t want it.
And now he protected her. He allowed her to be weak without worry of being judged. A bed to rest her head. He was willing to help her help her family. What was there that wasn’t desirable of him?
Not to mention he was beautiful. Tall. Caring even if he didn’t see it. She could love him. Be devoted to him.
"Do...do you see me as someone you could marry and love enough to have a family with?"
He kept his palm over her breast, he wasn’t lewd about it so he didn’t rub nor did he tease her nipple, simply felt her heart beat as she spoke in the very quiet room, warmly holding her wet body against his closely while her blush was hidden in the dim light.
“You’re more qualified to be my wife than any other in my harem. After all, those girls would have likely gone on to be concubines of other nobles or married someone much lower in class. You have a respected family, educated, of some wealth and are revered in your home country. After all you’ve been blessed by a god as well. I do suppose it would be a right shame if you were only to be a concubine.”
He exhaled against her neck.
“I would have no regrets if we were to make child and then marry. There’s not a thing I’d change about you in body or in mind. I don’t believe in love at first sight and it’s far too soon for me to suggest I love you, because if I say that I had better mean it. That being said I’m quite infatuated by you Shelyn and wish to grow close to you in ways no man has before. If you need love for that then…” He turned her around to face him and looked into her eyes. “It would be my goal then to love you and make child with you.” He leaned down to kiss her deeply, slipping his tongue within her mouth.
The pharaoh was quite infatuated by her and yearned for her. “I can wait until you love me, all the same though I hope you don’t hold it against me for having thoughts and urges about you. And I assure you…” His hand slipped down her back to cup her bottom. “You’re all that is on my mind these days.”
She had not had even a moment to comment before he was yet again invading her mouth. Her blush only grew to cover all her face not just her cheeks.
She only prayed she could hold his interests. Long enough that it wouldn’t have been wasted time for him to chase her. She had to give him a reason. Right? To 'reward' any effort he gave.
She looked at him when he parted his lips. While he cupped her bottom. Her hair and hands upon his chest. Idly examining him.
"Then...I agree without struggle to the terms of your arrangement. In exchange for the garden.... I will teach you and Jin and anyone else you wish...I will share your bed. Your meals with you. and bathe with you when you so desire my company. I will be useful I promise."
She said to him. At least before she lifted her chin to look up upon him again. Offering her lips once again to him. So that he may once again kiss her. Seal their agreement with a kiss as it would be. To be taught by him how to enjoy it. She even tiptoed as a sign she wanted it. Trying to extend the invitation in welcoming a kiss once again. This time coming to him. She would meet him halfway. For now, anyway.
If anything, the young girl from supper still had tongue. She hoped that concubine might be more welcoming and friendly. She hoped that Calion would allow her to befriend her. After all they were possibly closer in age than anyone else. She could use a female friend to turn to.
As Calion gazed down at her he knew she likely hadn’t quite a clue as to how tempting she was and how much self-control he was putting in place out of respect for her wishes. He was not used to having to wait and his attraction and yearning to be close to her was only growing. For now he would try his best to be sated by simply her lips as well as her body against his own as he shut his eyes and pulled her in closer, walking with her so her back was up against the pool, pinned between it and his body as his tongue swirled and greedily slid over her own, to lay claim to that sweet mouth of hers.
After several long minutes of invading her mouth, letting his hand wander along her bottom as well as her back he gazed back down into her eyes. “At the root of love is trust. Trust that starts off fragile but will grow stronger each day. I am going to want to hold you and be close to you Shelyn. Close in ways that only lovers would be close. I want you to know you may trust me, that…. even if…” His hands firmly gripped her thighs, lifting her up to rest her flower against his waist with his shaft resting along her petals. “Even if we lay this close you should know I can wait. I’m sure it scares you, but as your pharaoh you have my word. Fair enough?” He raised a brow. There were also other matters to discuss. Such as her thoughts upon him laying with others? After all he was a virile man with great vigor and spirit. After all, if he was not to be able to be inside her, how else might he overcome these urges?
She felt trapped. The way he held her prisoner by the wall. How his tongue dominated every inch if her mouth, even as she tried to dominate back in their kiss. It made her knees weak. Her breath halts.
And when he lifted her, without delay her arms hugged his neck and her legs wrapped around his hips. she was hoping she wasn’t very heavy.
"I understand Calion..." she replied. Watching him without turning her gaze away. She was struggling to look him in the eye. "What....about your harem? What will you do if I’m always at your side during supper or when you wish to lay your head in bed?" This was of some importance. After all she didn’t want to watch him have sex with others. it’d be harder than anything if she saw it. "Should I find a bed of mine own for the days you wish to indulge in others?"
His hands found themselves cupping each of her bottom cheeks, by nature of gravity having her spread open in the water although his fingers weren’t too greedy to travel too far, although he found it quite comfortable… arousing even to see her naturally wrapping her arms and her legs.
“Is that what you’d prefer? To have your own room during nights I spend with others? It could certainly be arranged.” He leaned down, resting his forehead against her own, breathing gentle breaths to fall against her lips as he softly panted.
“Of course, I suppose I wouldn’t have need of having my harem for such uses if you and I could come to an understanding. Assuming your flower is off limits for now, dear Shelyn, are you opposed to serving your pharaoh in other ways? You wouldn’t need to share me if you don’t mind something more than just my tongue inside you.” Calion suggested, although she could refuse. It was only him trying to be considerate and giving her an alternative to sharing him if such a thing truly bothered her.
Although he did wonder if she even knew what he was referring to. After all, she did seem rather sheltered about such things.
"If you are with others...I would prefer to be allowed a room of my own to be in. So, I’m not in the way..." "But...I’m afraid I don’t understand what you mean when you say that...about your tongue. Do you mean that glass paperweight you gave me?"
She asked innocently. She was curious to know what he was offering so she could properly say no or yes. After all he was offering to let her be the only one. She wanted to know what else she could give him that was intimate just as sex was.
He smiled softly, finding her to be cute in how innocent she was. “You’re adorable. No, I mean, one day I’d like to show you the uses of that ‘paperweight’, but alas we’re quite some time from using such. Actually, what I was referring to is instead of laying with you might instead satisfy me in other ways so that I would not need to seek others for such relief. I wonder, do you have to love me to touch ‘me’? To run your hands along my length? It’s not quite the same, but I do believe I would quite enjoy being inside that cute mouth of yours.”
He hugged her closer and moved his lips near her ear again. “I could show you a thing or two as well, though you’d need to trust me.” Calion whispered, knowing she’d likely die of embarrassment if his lips found their way down her body. Of course,… there was nothing to stop him from convincing her to be tied to the bed and blindfolded so she was at his mercy.
She had to think on this. She didn’t love him now and here they were tangled together as lovers might be. They had kissed several times. And she didn’t love him.
Attraction was of course something very mutual. Only difference is she had yet to actually voice being attracted to him.
He flattered her with his words. "Why do you say such lewd things to me without ever hesitating." She protested lightly. Embarrassed as he predicted.
"Is... this your offer only because you fear losing me...or your offer because you truly want me to want you in ever meaning of the word?"
So far, she trusted him in her sorrow. She had trusted him to was her and even now she trusted him to not steal it in his bath of all places. But the more held her the more she started to doubt the point of refusing him when she would become his eventually anyway.
She knew he had plenty of practice and while they served him, often more than one at a time she assumed, she wondered how generous of a lower he truly was. Was it usually just to satisfy him? is that what sex was to him and his concubines? But that last thing. He could teach her.
She would ask after he admitted to her what she asked
“Why would I need to hide my thoughts from you? Whether we are intimate or become lovers you would undoubtedly know me inside and out, I see no harm in being honest with you. You may think me a brute or perverted because I have lewd thoughts of you. I find you quite desirable and want to claim you as my own, but more than that I can be respectful enough to wait and that alone should tell you that you are more special to me than just some ordinary woman. I have no problems confessing to you what goes through my mind, all you need to do is ask, dear Shelyn.” Calion said casually, rather enjoying the quiet, warm and intimate moment in the bath with the two of them.
“Now, as for me making this offer? I don’t fear losing you, you are already mine. If I was a different man, I could simply disregard your feelings all together and just take what I wanted.” He didn’t say it aloud, but what Yun was about to do to her is how most men would react to an available concubine which was yet unclaimed.