Everything about her

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Present Year, Present time
7:30 PM
It has been a month eversince we came back and things changed so abruptly.. the success thag we are having right now, it was kind of.. Unexpecting.. All of those, i am so proud but.. Day by day, i can feel that she is parting herself away from me, she doesnt even want to listen. She just do her stuff and ignore me all the time.. Well, perhaps she's just like that, She's Yena after all..

I am still in the process of knowing her but i know that my feelings for her are longer than for how many years we're staying together -- in one group.. I love her, i love her so much, i am deeply in love with her.. Madly in love with her.. I thought it was all easy, because i fell for her, for everything she was, on how perfectly she was made, peculiar and impeccable. I thought it was all easy, i thought that i have to be content because we are always together.. but as the time goes by, i can tell this feelings of mine was unrequited, it was never reciprocated. She offered me a smile that she also gives to everyone. She's a coward, she's always afraid, always denying me. Is she that afraid for everyone to know about us? Is that all she's afraid about? If you asked me, i'm scared on losing her, on what if one day, she was gone? What if someday, she'll finally found someone who will make her happy? I am trying to give her everything that i have, but it still wasn't good enough.
My tears flows rapidly as i closed my eyes and start to put myself together and get rid of her.. But the more i try, the more i fall to pieces, the more her thoughts haunts me..
*knock knock*
"Yuri! This is Yena! Open the door please, i can explain!"
Tears from my eyes flows, My heart starts beating fast..
"Please..." Then i heard her voice being broken by tears as i heard her body, i can tell that she was leaning and kneeling right now.. Yuri, be wise.. Don't let her get the best of you..
"I'm begging you Yuri.."
No Yuri, don't be fragile, don't let her words frets your emotion.. Don't let her restrain you again.. I covered myself in pillow then i suddenly hear a humm coming from the outside.. then a voice comes after..

Take my Hand
Look me in the eye for a second
We don't want to make this long
So tell me please what's wrong

My heart suddenly beats faster than it normally was, i was tempted to open the door but.. i just can't.. Not anymore. "Please Yena, leave me alone already.." I cried.

I don't know what were fighting for
But i don't want to fight no more
Don't let us be apart
By that loneliness in your heart
*whispers* "What do i have to do to be worthy of your forgiveness? Yuri.

"Please yena.." I cried.. "Leave.."

Can't you see? You're all that i need
Your kiss is the only air i breath
And i cannot sleep tonight
Without you out of my sight

"Fine then, if you want me to leave, i'll leave but.. let me finish this song for a moment.. after this, you'll never see me again.."

Tell what should i do
To make it all up to you
Because erything about you
Is everything about me too
Now its everything about us
We have come so far
And this is everything we are
What should i do to win your trust

"Yuri, forgive her. Let her in.." The other side of my mind that i was trying to oppose said.

Look at me, eye to eye
Tell me.. Tell me why
Let me work things our for one last try
Again.. For a second chance
If it is possible, can i have a dance
Give me your one last glance

Together we'll soar high
And will fly up above the sky
let me dance you beneath the silvery moon
And ask you to marry me soon
You're my only one you..
My beau

Marry? she can't even date me..
After that. I heard footsteps, walking away.. I opened the door and hugged her from behind.
"Don't leave.. Please." I suddenly said. Why am i like this? Why am i begging her? Yuri, why so fragile?
She suddenly turned around and hugged me back. "For once i thought i was going to lose you."
"I am fragile when it comes to you, you fool! I love you!"
She holds my face and wiped my tears.. "I love you too you know, but i'm scared.. I'm sorry.."
"What matters now is you're here.."
Yes that's right, what matter now is, she's on my side again..
She suddenly put a handcuff in our hands. "There." She said. "I want to make sure that you're not going to run away again.. or if you ever do, atleast you know that i am always behind your back.. We're inseperable now."
This night suddenly goes warmer than it usually was. She leaned her face closer to mine and embraced me tighter. My emotions started to invade as i surrender myself to her.. She suddenly stopped and smiled. "Let's go outside, somewhere quiet."
We both stand up and walked together.. But she suddenly carried me and ran away..
"Remember yuri... I am not going to lose you again, not anymore.."
I just smiled.

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