"And.. and then.."
Then she breathes deeply and closed her eyes. "Perhaps i cannot do fast raps" She exhaled and puts down her notebook then puts her head on the table with a face of hopelessness and despair for not being able to do a thing for improvement.
*knock knock*
"If there's anyone who's trying to disturb my peace, sorry, not in the mood"
"Hye-unnie!" A voice behind the doors called as it keeps on knocking.
"Hii-chan? Is that you?" then she stands up to open the door.
"Hey Hii.." Hyewon approaches "I thought you were with Minju and Chaewon practicing?"
"Well" Hitomi said while looking around her house "I was looking for you unnie. What are you doing?"
"Nothing important, really" then shrugs her shoulders. Hitomi noticed a pile of crampled papers scattering around her table. "Let me guess.." she said then looks at Hyewon "You're trying to compose a rap, am i right?"
"Its useless.." then she returned to her seat and puts the papers inside the closet of her table "I.. i don't deserve to be in this group to begin with.. i.."
"Unnie.."
"Like what everyone says, i am good for nothing. I never did anything at all, what i did contribute to this group for almost 2 and a half years? Nothing"
Hitomi holds her hand and stares at her "Don't be so harsh on your self unnie."
"I am just known for my pretty face. But what if i aged, what would be i am prominent for? I'll be forgotten" then she sulks and look away "For good!"
Hitomi just breathes out and grabs a mini notebook and a pen from her pocket.
"What are you doing?"
"Let's write a rap together unnie" then smiles.
"Go, continue your practice with chaewon and minju. Helping me might hinder your growth and development"
"The reason why i came here is to know if i could do some help unnie"
"I am not a gifted person like you Hii. You're awesome, you're good at everything, you're almost perfect. So go out and hone your skills to be a performer that you aspires to be and just leave me alone. You have been anticipating for this comeback right? You want to show people what you're good at, what you have learned, and the new "you", your new persona. Go on now and don't let that chance to be wasted. "
Hitomi looks down and grinned. Hyewon's eyes widen but it didnt change her mind.
"Unnie.." Hitomi muttered "Is that how you feel about me? Is that how you feel about yourself?"
"Hii.."
"Helping a friend was never a hindrance, a bother or a waste of time. I want to help because i want the both of us to reach the finish line, i want to share my aspirations with you, with everyone. Is that a bad thing unnie?"
"Hii.."
Hitomi tilted her head then wipes her tears. She looks at Hyewon then smiled "I'm sorry unnie. I got carried away" then she grabs her hand "Let's go! I'll show you what Momo-unnie and the others taught me! It wasnt that much but i am willing to share it with you!" Then they both run outside. "But first" then stops and gave Hyewon a notebook and pen "Let us write our rap first. Teach me the kind of rapper that you are, okay?"
Hyewon somehow felt light. Her burdens decreased then she reciprocate the smile that her friend is giving her.
"Finally, you smiled! That's my first win for today!" Then Hitomi thumbs up.
"You never fail to make me feel better, Hii"
Then both of them starts writing.
"What kind of concept do you want me to put in this rap?" Hyewon asked.
"Why are you asking me unnie? You're the rapper here, not me"
"But you're more experienced, you have been out there rapping with momo"
Hitomi chuckles while playfully scratching her head "Just manifest your whole thoughts and make a story out of it"
"How? I don't even practice poetry and other kind of literature"
Hitomi looks up "Look at the sky unnie. Imagine your thoughts are that wide" then looks at hyewon who's listening to her "But the storage of your head is limited so they can't handle them all. So all you have to do is to manifest it in paper and you'll realize that your thoughts are as wide as the sky"
Hyewon looks up.
"There, you'll realize that those were the amount of thoughts that you have been keeping to yourself. And you know what, you'll feel good after letting it all out"
"I didn't understand a thing.." Hyewon just said while looking at the sky. "I feel sorry for myself, for not being able to understand what are you trying to explain"
"Is that how you feel about yourself? Then go, write it on but let it gently, okay?"
"What i feel? Or what should i probably feel?" Then she secretly stares at Hitomi "Hitomi, you stayed strong despite on the hate that you are getting. Tell me, how am i going to be just like you? To possess the same amount of courage and audacity as yours?"
"I'm done doing my part, what about you?"
"U-uhmm.. me?" Then she looks at it "It has a very scarce amount of progress tho i am still trying.. mind helping me?"
Hitomi widely smiled "It would be an honor"
Then both of them wrote it.
"Hii-chan, there you are!" Chaewon who arrives on the scene with Minju and Sakura said "Weve been looking for you"
"Eunbi-unnie thought you guys are slacking practice but it was kind of impossible since Hii-chan would never missed a day to work her bones off" Sakura added "What are you guys doing?"
"Well.. we are trying to write a rap then we ended up writing a song. It is for Hyewon unnie's rap part this come back!"
"and we're almost done" Then Hyewon playfully punches Hii. "Say Hii, would you mind showing me what they taught you there?"
"Unnie? Are you asking me? For real?" Hii asked in disbelief.
"Well i could get a little use of dancing" then she leans her face close to hers "I'll teach you how to rap later" then winks "Deal?"
"Let's go!"
Then both of them starts practicing.
"Hii-chan's at it again. Doing things on her own like what she usually do in JYP." Sakura said while watching them "Let's head back later. I want to see how much Hii-chan improved. I heard that she's getting good, eh?" Minju said while watchimg them.
"But she's still my Hitoma!" Chaewon said.
Then the three of them watches Hyewon and Hitomi practicing together.
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