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#UM38
I woke up with a smile on my lips, I opened my heavy eyes and Chance's face welcomed my sight. I'd announce now that this is one of the bests view I've ever witnessed in the morning when I woke up, I blinked my eyes while staring at his sleeping face. His luscious lips were apart, eyes looked so angelic even closed, narrow nose like a bridge towards his pair of thick eyebrows and his naturally curled lashes in one beautiful frame seems like a paradise.
I inhaled quietly. This is a dream, a dream in my very own reality. Ang daming nangyari sa isang gabi lamang at hindi ako makapaniwala na sa ganitong paraan kami magtatagpo muli sa umaga, isa ito sa mga umagang gugustuhin kong ulitin hanggang sa hindi na matapos pa. I wanna wake up in the morning with him beside me and his face to welcome my vision.
Heto rin iyong oras na dapat ay marami na akong naiisip tungkol sa nangyari kagabi pero nakakatakang walang kahit ano sa puso't isip ko, walang pagsisisi at hesitasyon. Walang kahit ano maliban sa kasiyahan at kapayapaan. This is how a real home feels like with no regrets, doubts and walls but pure completeness and contentment.
Kaya siguro sobrang bilis ng mga pangyayari dahil ayaw ko nang pakawalan ang tysansang muling binigay sa akin, sa amin.
While staring at him for minutes without getting tired, his sleepy eyes slowly opened a bit and met mine directly that made my heart flutter. He blinked lazily and a smile crept on his red lips as he moved closer, he buried his face on my chest like a little kid and his arms wrapped around me. He inhaled my scent and gasped peacefully.
"Morning, baby..."
I only smiled and gently caressed his hair.
He took a deep breath with evident joy. "Baby's back, my baby's back."
I laughed, he giggled and crooned on my chest more.
"Last night wasn't a dream and thank God for that."
I pouted and nuzzled his hair, he smells so nice and I miss smelling him.
"I love you, Chancent Arlow."
"Mm-hm..."
"I'll never let you go again."
He chuckled roughly. "Uh-huh."
"I hope you forgive me for leaving you to find myself alone without any assurance to come back and yet you still waited... I don't know how to thank you for waiting because if ever you did not? I don't know what to do. Maybe, I'll go back to Canada again."
"So that was your plan after the season?"
"Oo, Chance. Doon na talaga ako mananatili hanggang sa makalimutan ka. Iyong four years? Akala ko ayos na akong wala ka, e. Ayos naman ako pero alam mo 'yun? Mayroon sa akin na ayaw magpatuloy at tumanggap ng bago sa buhay ko. Doon ako nagdecide na bumalik dito para malaman kung ayos ka na ba at may iba, siguro... doon na rin ako makakapagpatuloy kapag nakita kitang maayos na."
His embrace tightened on my waist. "Thank you for coming back, then. Hindi ko rin naman alam kung saan ako pupulutin kung hindi ka bumalik."
"Bakit, Chance? Bakit naghintay ka sa akin kahit walang assurance?" tahimik kong tanong.
"That has only one answer, I love you so much that I didn't get to move on with someone new."
"You tried?"
No hard feelings, I'll be happy to know if he did. Doon ko rin malalaman kung gaano katibay ang pagmamahal niya kung sakali man na sumubok nga siyang magkaroon ng iba.
