Demi's POV
Turning around she looked at me, "Why wouldn't you want me to run?" she asked.
"Serena I've tried to forget you, to move on from you but I can't, it's like your permanently glued into my brain and I just need you to not walk away again, I need to see if even after all this there's hope for us, I need you to tell me what the hell all of this is," I said.
Silence brew over us but not for long as Serena spoke, "What do you want to know?"
"Everything, every little tiny detail," I said and she nodded letting out a sigh.
I sat there and watched her, I watched her facial expressions and how whenever she went to talk she would back out again, it's like there was a war happening her brain one telling her to say everything and the other one telling her not too. So I calmly just sat there and waited for when Serena was ready to tell me because I knew the moment that we locked eyes there was a story hidden deep, down somewhere within her.
Serena's POV
How can I tell her everything? Not even Josh, Jacob and Britt know absolutely every detail about my story.
A part of me is scared to be vulnerable in front of her, to let down my wall and let her see me, the emotional and vulnerable me and the other part is scared of how she will react to it all, what she will think.
However pushing all that aside I started to talk, "My parents were drug dealers and alcoholics, they worked along with Josh, Jacob, Brittany and Niko's parents but even though they did all of that they were still the best parents anyone could've ever asked for, they never hit us, yelled or anything but one unfortunate day there was a fire and all of them died,"
Remembering that day broke my heart, tears started to escape as I fought so hard to not cry and look vulnerable.
"I was 12 when all of that happened and after that we all lost it and went haywire we ended up getting into drugs and alcohol and one time I took to much and I ended up nearly dead from the amount that I took," I took a deep breath and looked up to Demi as she nodded her head and I continued.
"About two years after that I fell in love with a girl named Reagan, we were together for three years, my brothers and his friends hated her and whenever she came over they would abuse her and make me helplessly watch as they had tied me up and on that day, the last time Id ever see her alive I found her at the school oval beaten up, bruises and cuts everywhere dead," Replaying the scene a flood of tears were now falling and I stopped for a minute.
Reagan was my everything and I truly loved her and she is one of the reasons why I am so guarded and protected of my heart because I don't want to feel the way I did after she died.
"Once I saw her there I didn't move until a teacher saw me and the police came and what not and I ran home as it started to rain, I was furious and I was planning to kill them, my brothers and his friends so I walked into the house and found them lounging around watching TV, I pulled out my gun and pulled the trigger shooting everywhere and as I stopped they were no longer in the room,"
This is where I'm going to become extremely delicate and vulnerable this part is something that will never leave me.
"They weren't dead or injured, they were perfectly fine and that's why they had the chance to rape me,"
By this point I was a mess and Demi had wrapped her arms around me in a protective hug but nobody could ever make me feel better, not after everything that has happened.
"They raped me until one day I had the courage with Josh, Jacob, Niko and Brittany to run away from them, they used to call me names and tell me that for the rest of my life I will be their sex slave and I will do as they ask always,"
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Dangerous
FanfictionSerena is a heartbreaker, she is the biggest player around and makes everyone drool when she walks past.. But she also is a criminal and is involved in lots of crimes with her gang What happens when she meets Demi Lovato?