Dangerous

Chapter 35

Serena's POV

One week of being on tour with Demi and it's been hectic. Watching Demi run around everywhere, rehearsing, meeting all the fans it's inspiring to see how much she loves and treasures both her job and her fans.

I'm sitting side stage once again and watching this beautiful woman who in my eyes is one of the most talented people in this world doing what she loves most. I smiled to myself as I felt this tingly sensation in the out of my stomach and I knew the reason for that was because of Demi.

"Are you okay?" Josh asked.

"I'm good, so good," I smiled up at him and he chuckled ruffling my hair.

"Meanie," I pouted.

Josh, Jacob and Brittany also tagged along with us so we would have extra protection if anything occurred in relation to the gangs, drug dealers, police officers or whoever else wants to track us down and also just for my own wellbeing so I could have my family around me.

I looked back out to Demi and I just found her miraculous, breathtakingly stunning. I just can never stop looking at her and these feelings scare me, they scare me on so many levels and for so many reasons.. I'm scared of losing her, of loving her, of committing to her, of betraying Reagan..

But Reagan would've wanted you to be happy..

"Babe you okay?" Demi asked taking me away from my deep and scary thoughts.

"I'm perfectly fine," I smiled and pecked her lips softly.

"You did amazing as always Demetria," I smiled and she rolled her eyes at my use of her full name.

"Dinner?" Demi asked and Josh, Jacob, Britt and I nodded as we hadn't eaten in the past few hours.

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Sitting at the table I watched Demi, I watched the way she had this sparkle in her eye when she talked about something she was passionate of, the way her dimples showed whenever she smiled showing hose pearly white teeth, the way her eyes watch you with such intensity that you know she's got your full attention and nothing less. God how did I get so lucky? How could she want me still after every single thing we've been through and are going to go through? How could she risk it all for me? For us?

"Why do you like me?" I asked aloud instantly regretting letting those words fly out of my mouth.

"What?" Demi questioned clearly as taken back from the question as I was letting it out of my big mouth.

"Why are you risking it all for me? Why me? Why do you like me?"

She inhaled and exhale a sharp breath and hesitantly took both of my hands into hers and I closed my eyes. This is something I don't do with people, I don't hold hands or show love and now Demi is holding my hands and I'm enjoying it.

"Well what's not to like an adventure and a badass girl or mixed in one," she said lightly and as the words came out of her mouth I went wide eyed and she shook her head gripping my hands tighter.

"The first thing I noticed was those mesmerising eyes of yours and your long golden brown hair. You have a past Serena, a past that I know will always in a way follow you but I love that in a way, I love how your different from others. You have life and an old soul but still you manage to be so cocky and arrogant at times but I love that, I love all of that about you. I also love how passionate you are about the things that you love and most importantly I love how strong you are, you are a warrior Serena and it hurts me though to know that you don't see any of the things that I just told you in yourself," Demi said and I looked at her in loss of words.

Nobody had ever said something like that too me, not once. I still don't understand how she sees all of that within me but I'm thankful that for her I am all those things and she does like them.

"Can we like go on a date or something?" Jacob asked ruining the moment and as both Demi and I were going to respond Brittany beat me too it, "No you can't Jacob!" she yelled a little too loud.

I looked over at Brittany to see her face turning tomato red and that's when I realised what just happened, "Later were having a talk," I said and they nodded quickly dismissing the situation.

"Serena say something about Demi," Josh said.

I looked at her nervously and for once I didn't know what to say at all, my mouth became dry and I shifted around in my seat uncomfortably.

"C'mon Serena," Jacob said.

I let out a sigh and nodded, "You're beautiful, everything about you, you're dimples, your smile and even the things you don't like about yourself I love them. You care about me and slowly slowly I'm growing into a better person because of you. You've made me face my problems and talk about them too you which is something I've never done apart from these guys and that for me is a big deal. You make me happy, loved, care free and for that I am ever so grateful that you are in my life because I couldn't imagine one without you," I said and everybody was in complete silence and I knew either that was one of two options good or bad and as I looked at Demi as a tear strolled down her face and that was a good sign.

"Thankyou Serena," she smiled and I smiled as well as her lips leaned in and softly landed on mine.

"You have a good ass as well," I winked and she nudged me as everyone laughed, "That's the Serena I know," Josh said.

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"Were you even going to tell me!?" I yelled at both Jacob and Brittany back in our hotel room.

"We were honestly, we were just waiting for the right time," Brittany tried to explain.

"How long have you two been together?" I asked and they looked between each other," God dammit just tell me!"

"One month," she mumbled but I heard her clearly.

I let out a sigh and sat down on the lounge next to Josh, "Let me get this straight it's okay for you to date but not for me to date!" I exclaimed.

They looked to the floor obviously not knowing what to say, "You made me follow through with that stupid bet when I didn't want to, you teased me and teased me for months! For fucks sake Brittany you were crying to me that you didn't want to lose me and you wanted us forever and now this!" I yelled.

"Serena this is you were talking about as if you and Demi are going to last!" Josh snapped and that's when I lost my anger completely.

I went up to him and in one swift action I punched him hard on his cheek and once again on the nose causing the red fluid to spill out quite rapidly.

"What the hell is going on!" Demi yelled from the door and I rolled my eyes, perfect timing.

"Nothing," Josh said and Demi stepped into the room and saw the state that Josh was in and Brittany dabbing a wet tissue on his nose.

"It was his fault he judged us and he knows not to mess with me but he did so he got what he deserved," I said innocently but Demi wasn't taking any of it, "Josh go get two ice packs and a first aid kit and clean him up, Serena come with me," she said.

I nodded and unwillingly followed her out of the room and into the hallway, "What the hell happened?" Demi asked and I shrugged, "You really want to make me more angry?" Demi said and I shook my head, "He said that we wouldn't go very far and I just punched him, I lost control like I usually do," I said.

"What was the bet Serena?" she asked and my heart started to beat rapidly and I felt as if my world was closing into me, she heard..

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