Dangerous

Chapter 32

Demi's POV

"Serena open up the door!" I yelled once again but still no response.

I paced in front of the door along with Josh, Jacob and Britt, freaking out about what is going on in that room.

"Stuff this I'm breaking this door down," Jacob said and after a couple of kicks to the door he finally got it open and ran in too see that Serena was nowhere in sight.

"Are you kidding me!" Josh yelled exasperated.

"I think I know where she is," Britt said and as much as I didn't like her I tossed her my keys and we all headed out to my car where hopefully we would find Serena.

The car drive couldn't have been longer and when we finally reached the place where Serena could possibly be, Josh and Jacob jumped out before we had wen come to a stop and ran up the walkway which lead to Serena's favourite place.

"Serena stop!" I heard one of the boys yell and that's when I started to run as fast as my feet would carry me.

As I reached the top I gasped at the sight of Serena with one foot over the edge of the cliff and the other barely stable on the solid ground.

"Serena please don't do this, please come over here and just talk to us," I said as calmly as I possibly could.

"I keep remembering all those nights when they would abuse me, I remember Reagan and my parents, I remember it all and it never goes away, I remember the mistakes I've made these past few years that nearly cost me my life and the boys," she said.

"We all have a past and we all make mistakes," Josh said.

"I remember when I was at the beach with Reagan and it was the last time that we would ever go together," she said and slowly she started to bring her foot back up and come back to solid ground.

"It's almost like she knew her life was going to end in a matter of days,".

"You were created to love and be loved, you were meant to live life in a relationship with other people, to know and to be known, you need to know your story is important and you're part of a bigger story, you need to know your life matters," she said and started to smile through the years as she looked up towards the sky as if she could see Reagan there, looking down on her.

"Those words, what Reagan told you are 100% true," I said as I carefully walked closer to her not wanting to move too quickly and startle her or cause her to do anything stupid.

"Don't leave me with my thoughts, they're too dangerous, I'm too dangerous," she said holding my hand.

"I will never leave you, I will never let you down," I whispered in her ear.

Josh, Jacob and Britt walked to Serena's side as well and placed each of their hands on her shoulders and she looked up at them and smiled.

"Pass me a cigarette," she said and that's when we knew her mind, for at least now, was back to normal.

Jacob smiled and handed her one and lit it up for her as she inhaled and exhaled the toxicating smoke which i will never understand how you can do it but for now I was happy that she was relaxed and at peace.

"Demi!"

"What are you doing here!"

"Are you doing drugs!"

"Is it true that you are a lesbian!"

"That's going to ruin your career if it's true!"

I covered my ears and face as the boys helped to get me out of here and away from the paparazzi who someone how found us.

"Which one of youse are Demi's girlfriend!"

"What are you smoking!"

"Demi are you relapsing!"

I tried to ignore these questions but they were making it impossible for me to do so however Josh and Jacob were trying their very best to push them all away and cover me as much as possible while Britt helped Serena to get through this mess.

Finally after what felt like hours of being yelled at and called names and more we made it to the safety of our cat and I let out a breath as if I was holding in for that entire time.

"Demi are you okay?" Serena asked and I looked over to her in the backseat and shook my head.

"I can never be myself," I said.

"Demi you can be, you just shouldn't care what other people think, you shouldn't let them live your life for you," Serena said softly.

"Serena you don't understand, I'm famous, it's not as easy as it sounds my whole career can end because of this one thing!" I exclaimed and I looked back to Serena who slouched back in her chair with Britt and Jacob either side of her and lit up another cigarette.

"Serena you know I didn't mean anything bad on our relationship or you or anything," I tried to explain but she shook her head, "I understand I'm ruining your career, this relationship is toxic, I'm toxic and whatever we have isn't working, were bad for each other Demi and now I understand," Serena said and as I went to say something she opened the car door as we had been stopped at traffic lights and got out of the car.

Serena's POV

I was angry, more than angry.. I know, I called it all off but it's what she was thinking and basically she said it just with use of other words.

God, she drives me crazy, absolutely crazy but at the same time the feelings I hold for her are something that is too strong for me to deny.

Why the hell does she care so much if people find out about her sexuality? I don't understand it, I know she's famous and all but honestly you can't live your life in secret just for the pleasures of others.

However, I do understand that her career means the world to her and it's something that she doesn't want to lose but would she really lose it all if this one fact about her came out?

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