Dangerous

Chapter 12

Serena's POV

Love changes people..

I woke up this morning and I felt genuinely happy, I strolled down the stairs and into the living room where the boys were, Good morning," I smiled sitting down next to them.

In response I got a few mumbled good morning's and groaning.

"How was your date?" Josh unexpectedly asked and I smiled.

"Good,"

"Good?"

"Perfect," I smiled thinking back to last night.

"Does that mean the bet is off?" Josh asked and that's when Jacob all of a sudden came back to life.

"No way!"

"Why Jacob?" I asked

"We made a bet and that's that,"

"Jacob it's just a bet we can call it off,"

"So you're falling for her?" he asked and if I'm correct I heard a hint of sadness in his voice.

"I never said that,"

"Whatever," he muttered and walked out of the room. I looked between Niko and Josh, both shrugging their shoulders.

"Come with me," Josh softly spoke and I followed him out to the backyard. We sat down by the pool and Josh was the first to speak.

"Do you have feelings for her?"

"I don't know," I shrugged

That is the truth I didn't know it's been one date and I've never actually fallen in love with someone so how did I know what I was supposed to feel?

"How did you feel on the date?" he asked

"I don't know happy I guess,"

"Did you smoke?" he asked

"No she hates it for some reason but she better stop being fussy because she's lucky I didn't smoke last night," I said and this caused Josh to laugh.

"You realise that when you're in a relationship you both have to make compromises,"

"Woah hold up firstly I'm not in a relationship and secondly I'm not compromising my cigarettes," Josh rolled his eyes as I smirked pulling one out of my pocket and lighting it up.

"This is why I don't want a relationship," I exhaled a puff of smoke and along with it went all my emotions.

"Because you can't smoke?" Josh questioned and I chuckled shaking my head.

"It's too complicated,"

"So you'd rather fuck around for the rest of your life?"

"Honestly yes," I shrugged

Is that what I really wanted, no. Deep down I knew that but to admit it, that's just too much.

"Serena you and I both know that you're better than that," Josh started and I knew where this was heading.

"Josh I've changed this is a different me, I'm dangerous and I do shit that people only dream of doing,"

"People change Serena,"

"Well I did change and this is me now,"

I walked away angry at Josh, Demi and everything. I left the house and decided to go to the look out.

Demi's POV

I'm stuffed, I'm stuffed!

"I knew it," Mar taunted

"I get it!" I exclaimed

One night was all it took for Serena to have me whipped. I have feelings for her and maybe they're not that strong yet but I know that after two more dates there's a chance I could fall in love with her..

"Why are you freaking out?" Mar questioned and I rolled my eyes at such a stupid question.

"Wilmer," I huffed and she pulled me in her arms hugging me.

"What is it really?"

"I'm scared,"

"Of?"

"Of falling in love, of being someone's girl, of being hurt and heartbroken, of not being good enough, of trusting somebody, of knocking my walls down for her to see me, of not being loved back,"

Mar hugged me, "Don't be scared,"

"But I am Mar especially after Wilmer I'm surprised as to how fast I've fallen for her after those years of hell with him,"

"Love comes at unexpected times,"

Serena's POV

As I looked out I felt free and careless. My mind spiralled back to my conversation with Josh and he said some valid things, I could change but I don't want to not after everything that has happened I've worked to damn hard to get over it all to let it rise again and re surface back into my mind.

But could I really be in love or even falling for Demi? I don't know. I don't know how it feels like or what you're meant to do when you feel it, I'm clueless and to be honest it scares me.

I thought to myself what would I do if I was Demi's girlfriend...

If I was her girlfriend I would give her my jumper if she ever got cold, I would cuddle her all the time, I would kiss her unexpectedly, I would hold her hand, I would sing stupid songs with her, I would take dumb, cute pictures with her, I would watch movies with her, I would love her..

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