Dangerous

Chapter 27

Demi's POV

Laying there in Serena's arms I couldn't have felt more safer, the way her arms were draped around my torso holding me securely and how she continuously kept kissing the top of my head, it just felt so right.

I thought back to the minutes before when she revealed the truth to me, her story and I had so many questions to ask her but I didn't want her too feel pressured in anyway, I was lucky she even told me what she did.

"What are you thinking about?" she asked.

"You,"

"What about me? How irresistibly sexy I am," she said and by the tone in her voice I knew a huge smirk was playing on her lips.

"Why are you still harming yourself?" I asked.

A heavy sigh came from Serena as she was most probably contemplating whether to open herself up more or let it be the way it is.

"I feel as though I deserve every ounce of pain that I inflict on myself and because I like to be in control and however much people hurt me this is the one type of pain that I can control,"

"You deserve a life with love and happiness," I said.

"Demetria don't," she whispered.

"I will keep telling you that you are important, deserving, loving, intelligent, worthy, compassionate, beautiful, creative, inspiring, brave, strong and able until you finally realise it for yourself,"

Serena's POV

I didn't know what to say or where to go from there, I had no words for her and I could not continue talking about this subject anymore.

But she broke the silence all too well with another question, "Reagan?"

"What about her?"

"Tell me how you met, your first kiss everything,"

"We met at school, she was the new girl and something about her caught my eye and next thing you know we were inseparable," I said as my mind reminisced back to the good old days.

"Our soccer team was in the grand final and it was the last minute and Reagan was running down the field and I stood back and watched her as she took the shot and scored, the happiness I felt was indescribable as I felt like I succeeded in something for once and that's when I picked her up and kissed her for the first time,"

"We were inseparable and although we fought a lot of the time it was worth it because at the end of the day I loved her and she loved me and none of the rest of it mattered,"

Tears were carelessly falling from my face as I spilled my heart out and talked about the girl that I will always love, Reagan.

Demi's POV

The way she spoke about her, she had sounded so broken and I could see how much it's been eating her alive on the inside but I'm afraid she doesn't even realise exactly how sad she was about it.

For so long she's been trying to bury the sadness and depression of everything that has occurred in her life.

She groaned, "I really hate how much you're getting out of me,"

"Nobody's judging here," I said.

"What else do you want to know?"

"The gang," I said and I knew this one would be the worst topic of them all it would filled with stuff that I could never dream of doing, stuff that is extremely dangerous..

"I don't want to tell you much and more importantly I can't tell you much but all I can say is that the stuff that we do and the people that we are whilst on the job, were the people that your parents warned you about,"

I looked at Serena and I felt a shiver run dw on my spine, to say I was scared would have been an understatement. I know what her gang gets up too and I from what I know it sounds daunting, terrifying and traumatic however I know there's a lot more stuff in the dark that nobody knows of except for them.

"Have you killed anybody?"

Serena eyed me differently and nodded slowly without hesitation.

I thought I could handle this but now I'm not so sure.. Am I really able to handle all of this on top of all my worries and problems?

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