Chapter 15

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Serena's POV

"Have you ever been in a relationship?" Demi asked as we were cuddling on the couch.

I didn't want to tell her about what I do, about how I'm a slut and I have sex with everybody. I know that now I'm in a relationship all that's got to stop but It's still all new to me and I don't know how long I'm going to last without having sex.

"Not a proper relationship," I answered.

"How come?"

"I have my reasons,"

"You know you can tell me," Demi said seriously.

"I know and when I'm ready I will,"

"Serena hopefully I'll be the reason you let your walls fall down one day," Demi smiled fiddling with my hands.

"One day you will be," I mumbled.

After that conversation we sat there in a comfortable, peaceful silence, just taking in each other's company.

"Do you want to have a movie night?" Demi asked.

"Yeah of course but I have no clothes and stuff,"

"You can borrow mine," she shyly said and I just wanted to pinch her cute, little cheeks.

Her hand slipped into mine as she laid into my chest, looking at our hands they fit perfectly, like this was meant to happen. I was meant to feel happiness again, feel possible love again.

Holding hands has to be one of the most cutest things ever. It's such and intimate yet innocent gesture. When you feel their hand touching the palm of yours, it's like the entire world is at your fingertips in that moment. And even better the first time people hold hands is precious. When the person slides their fingers interlocking with yours, when they grasp on so right like it would be impossible just to let you go.

How their hand just seems to fit perfectly into yours, it's so beautiful and satisfying with a rush of different emotions. And just with the knowledge that your hands are linked together makes your heart even fonder and you can literally feel how close you two are.

I looked down at Demi and saw that her eyes were shut and little snores were coming from her. I laughed to myself and carefully got up and made sure she was comfortable, wrapping a blanket around her. I lightly kissed her forehead and wrote a note saying I was just going home for a bit and i'd be back for movie night.

Arriving home it was utterly quiet and unusual for it to be like this, "Hello," I called out.

"In here," I heard Josh say from the kitchen.

Walking in there Josh, Jacob, Niko and Britt were standing there around the island bench, placing my keys and phone on the table I unknowingly looked at all of them, "What's going on?"

"Are you in love with Demi?" Jacob said getting straight to the point.

"There is a high possibility that I'm falling in love with her," I replied.

He shook his head and looked at Britt and Niko, a whimpering noise came from Britt and at that moment tears were silently rolling down her face, I moved closer and went to wipe it away but she harshly pushed my hand aside, "I thought it was you and me forever,"

"It still is just that I'll be in a relationship,"

"This isn't you, this is not the Serena that we know," Niko snapped.

"Well you know what maybe it is, maybe I don't want to fuck around with all these girls maybe I want to be open to one person and love them,"

"Bullshit," Jacob muttered but I heard him nice and clearly.

"What's your problem?" I asked him.

"My problem is that you're just trading us in for this chick that will leave you as soon as she find someone richer and as popular as she is but we will and have been here forever and now you're picking her over us," he snapped.

I stood there stunned, speechless..

"This isn't you Serena and you know it," Jacob added.

"Alright enough!" Josh exclaimed.

"Let's go guys," Niko said and following closely behind was Jacob and Britt.

"Are you okay?" Josh questioned.

"I don't know,"

"You know it was because of the bet,"

I nodded and quickly ran out after them, "The bets still on," I called out and they all turned around with a smile.

"Now that's the Serena we know," Jacob clapped.

I put on a fake smile and laughed, "I'm right here,"

"Well were gonna go but we'll see you later,"

I waved goodbye and quickly rushed to my car and drove to Demi's, I let myself into the apartment and found her in the exact same position sleeping.

Quietly I walked up to her and sat down lightly stroking her hair. What kind of a mess have I gotten myself in.. They're right this isn't me and she probably will leave me as soon as she finds someone better..

"I wish I wasn't me," I mumbled.

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Would Demi leave Serena??

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