Dangerous

Chapter 33

Demi's POV

It's been a week.. A week with no contact, a week with no Serena..

A part of this is my fault, my fault for being so scared of what people will think when I preach to my Lovatics how you should be proud of yourself and you should not care what others think of you and for the choice of words I used that day to mislead Serena.

However she is partly to blame as well, she ended whatever we were over something that we could've talked about and made a civil decision over but no as per usual Serena takes the easiest way out.

Honestly I should just give up on her but then I remember what Josh told me, be patient with her because at the end of it all she will be worth it.. I know that she's been through a lot of messed up things that some people don't go through and I know she is guarded, incompetent at this stage of commitment and is unable to give her full self to me but I have faith.. Faith that she will get over all of those things and be the person that I know she can be, that I know is within her somewhere waiting to come out.

I pushed my thoughts away for a moment and remembered what I had to do.. I had to go over and tell Serena that I was leaving to go on tour. It was only for a few months around America and Canada and I know there was a possibility she might not even care and could've have moved on to one of her hooker girls but a part of me wanted to tell her.. Whether it was just to see her or touch her or just see how she is, I don't know but I just knew I had to go over there, so I did just that.

Serena's POV

How is it possible to miss somebody so much? I long for her touch once more, for her lips to be on mine. I missed the warmth of her body against mine. In a odd way I missed how she made me feel so vulnerable, although it scared me I kinda liked the amount of control that she had over me.

"Serena," she said and for the first time in a week a small smile creeped onto my face as I looked at how beautiful she looked, but then again she always does..

"Demi," I spoke softly.

I looked into her eyes yet I couldn't read what those brown eyes were feeling.

"How have you been?" she asked.

Horrible, lost, hurt... I felt like saying but stuck to the most simplest response," I've been alright what about you?"

"Likewise," she smiled and I laughed lightly as I saw her dimples that I used to always point out.

"What is it?" she questioned.

"You're dimples," I smiled and she started to blush as she looked down at her feet but quickly gathered herself and continued on with what she came her to say in the first place," Im leaving for a few months to go on tour," she said and it was as if someone stabbed me in the head.

I know she expected me to respond, to try get back with her and make it work or something but doing that would let her win, it would let her see my vulnerable side.

I nodded and forced a smile, "That's great,".

Her eyes suddenly flashed with anger, sadness and a mysterious look, "Is that it?" She asked.

"Don't you dare put the blame on me!" I exclaimed through gritted teeth.

"Well how is you ending whatever we were a logical answer to our problems?" she questioned and I shook my head at her.

"I'm bad for you Demi!" I yelled.

"I don't care Serena, I love you!" she yelled right back.

"Well stop loving me!" I yelled.

"I can't!" she yelled once again and I ran to her and softly grabbed her face and placed my lips on to hers and all of a sudden it's like all my problems washed away and we were the only people who existed in this entire world.

Our tongues soon fought for dominancy but I of course won and as we pulled away I smiled and so did she but soon it faded and she pulled back.

"I have to go," she said and confused as hell I watched as she bolted out to her car.

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I used a bit of Vampire Diaries here from a Delena scene haha so thoughts on Demi leaving like that all of a sudden??

Is Serena really that bad for Demi??

Thoughts and any ideas!?

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