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stop this | midoriya

midoriya izuku x reader

a/n: now dont you wish you know which one you were getting yourself into >:) but also I actually sobbed writing this... goodluck

You traced the outline of Izuku's pillow with your finger. You can feel your body slowly deflating in itself. When did he leave?

You got up and began to prepare for the day. As usual, you got dressed. Pulling on your attire for the day before heading to the bathroom.

Makeup smudges still on your eyes as you cleaned it up with a q-tip and makeup remover. You smiled at your reflection as you bring your toothbrush to your teeth, and you check your phone.

One voicemail.

You brought it to your ear as you brushed your teeth, it was from Izuku, your husband.

"Hi sweetheart, I'm calling to say good morning because you were still asleep when I left. Don't panic when you wake up! I turned my call on silent so that you wouldn't wake up prematurely. I just love you so much, and I'm so excited about our future? There's so much coming up, and I don't want to miss a second of it! I may be this new symbol of peace, but you're my peace. You're the thing that grounds me... alright, Kacchan is looking ready to kick my ass, see you tonight! I love you so much! Have a great day at work!"

There was a muffled laugh as Izuku told Bakugou to stop fretting. The line died and you smiled placing the phone down. You wiped a tear from your eye as you finished brushing your teeth and smiled. Time to leave.

The stares that followed you as you stepped out into the world made you uncomfortable. Still, after years of being married to Izuku, you were uncomfortable by the recognition people had for you. They bow respectfully and you bow back, a smile still on your face.

At work, the stares still continue and you do your best to ignore them as you talk with your friends during lunch. Their eyes are jumpy, almost hesitant.

"What are you doing tonight, Midoriya-chan?" They ask you and you hum in thought.

"I'm going to make my favorite for dinner!" You exclaim as you chomp into your no fish sushi rolls.

They nod but don't say anything else.

At home, you're preparing pork cutlet bowls, humming softly to yourself as you listen to a voicemail from Izuku. You're happy to have him home any time now. You place two bowls onto the table and wait, but a knock at the door surprises you.

Taking off your apron, you walk over to the front door and open it to Izuku's friends and mom. Bakugou, Uraraka, Todoroki, Iida, Kirishima, Kaminari, Asui, and Inko. You smile brightly, as you step back. "Hi! I wasn't expecting all you guys to come tonight! I just made dinner for Izuku and me, but if you'll give me a few–"

"Y/n..." Bakugou calls for you, and you freeze. The words dying in your voice as you stare at their tired eyes.

They don't say anything as Bakugou steps into the house. His hand is on your shoulder, and you refuse to look at the ash blond. "You have to stop this..." He whispers to you, and you lick your lips.

Your eyes locking on Bakugou as a wet laugh escapes your lips. "I don't know what you're talking about–."

"Sweetie, he's g-gone..." Inko says her voice cracking, her eyes tired, her face weary and broken.

You blink rapidly as your breathing intensifies, "He'll be back!" You continue as you remove Bakugou's hand from your body. "He's coming back! He always does! I'm sure he's going to be back any moment now!" Your words are too fast, the tears streaming down your face as the heroes and mother pour into the hallway. "He'll be back!" You repeat.

You're saying this to convince yourself. Anything to convince yourself that your husband's curly green hair was hidden behind Todoroki and Iida's tall figures. He's just hiding! That's all it was!

"He's not though..." Uraraka's voice is weak, her own eyes filled with tears as your head shakes. "He's died... he's been dead for weeks now..."

"No." You snap. "No, no, no. My Izuku called me this morning... he told me we had so much ahead of us! My Izuku wouldn't leave us!" Your voice is squeaking as you clutch your stomach. "He can't be gone... he can't be... oh my god!!!!"

And like that, your week old walls collapse.

Shrieking sobs escape your mouth as you sink to the floor, clutching your stomach and heart as multiple pairs of arms wrap around you.

"He's gone!" You sob. "He's gone, and I wasn't awake to tell him goodbye! Or that I loved him! He's gone and I didn't ever have the chance to tell him I love him!"

Sniffles and cries are coming from the group as you continue to openly sob.

Midoriya Izuku, Pro-Hero: Deku, was dead.

He died saving the world.

He was succeeded by his loving wife and unborn child.