Elsa x Fem Reader One shots (Requests Closed)

12. Nightmares

A/N: Chapters will be in first person instead of second from this point on. 

I woke up at three o'clock in the morning, my throat feeling dry. I coughed a bit before unwrapping my arms from around my girlfriend and gently moving her off of me and sliding out of bed. 

I walked over to my desk and gulped the Coke from the bottle. I glanced at Elsa sleeping on the bed. I was so lucky to have a goddess as a girlfriend. The corners of my mouth lifted unconsciously. 

When my throat no longer felt like there was a bird's nest in it, I put the bottle of Coke down. I crawled back into bed, but I was feeling a little hungry. I was going to go downstairs to make myself a sandwich, when I heard Elsa fidgeting a lot. 

I turned around, and saw that her legs were shifting in the blankets, and she was gripping the sheets. A whimper left her lips.

"Elsa, wake up," I whispered. Her brows were furrowed and another whimper left her lips.

"Elsa, please wake up," I shook her shoulders, but her eyes didn't open.

"No, please stop," Elsa murmured. Tears began to fall down her cheeks, "I'm sorry, no, no, no!" 

"Elsa!" I shook her more, but she began to push me away. 

"Stop," she said, her hands pushing my arm. I shook her one last time and her eyes opened. She looked at me in fear before she started to hit me. 

"Get away!" she screamed. I saw her start to make ice and I panicked. She could kill me.

"Elsa! Elsa it's me, Y/N," I said frantically. She stopped hitting me, and realization dawned in her eyes. 

"Y/N," she hugged me tightly, burying her face in my neck. I could feel her tears dropping onto my neck and my heart broke. 

I pulled away and wiped the tears from her cheeks. 

"Elsa, are you-" I was cut off when she crashed her lips against mine. I groaned, not expecting her to do that after the nightmare she just had. She moved her lips roughly, and bit down on my lower lip. 

She placed herself on my lap and went down to my neck and sucked roughly at the skin there. I bit back a moan as her teeth grazed my earlobe. Elsa moved back up to my lips and kissed me roughly. I wanted her to continue, but as I felt more tears fell, I knew I needed to know what was wrong. 

I pulled away gently, having her lips follow mine to continue the kiss. 

"Elsa, stop," I said, putting my hand on her shoulder to stop her. 

"Y-You don't want to kiss me?" Elsa asked softly, and her broken tone tore my heart apart.

"No! No, of course I want to kiss you," I said, and Elsa leaned in again, but I stopped her, "I just want to know what was bothering you." 

I wiped the fresh tears from her face and she looked away. I lifted her chin, forcing her eyes to meet mine. 

"You can tell me," I said gently, holding her hand and giving the back of it  kiss. 

"I-I just...I'm never around you anymore," Elsa blurted out, tears running down her face, "I'm always busy being Queen and you're off doing I don't know, and I want to be with you but I have a duty to my Kingdom and-" A sob broke free, and I pulled her in and hugged her tightly. 

"I'm just scared you're going to leave me for someone better because I'm not doing the best I can for you. I don't deserve you," Elsa mumbled, and I kissed the top of her head. 

I pulled away, smiling sadly at the platinum blonde, "You don't think I feel that way too? You're a gorgeous woman,  you have ice powers, and on top of that you're Queen of Arendelle. I was no-one, your childhood friend that is so lucky that you love. If anything I don't deserve you." 

Elsa cried in my embrace, and I held her tighter, "I love you so much, and I won't ever leave you. I'll always be here for you. There is no one better for me in the world, Elsa. I love you, and only you." 

I pulled away and pressed my lips gently against hers. 

"I love you too Y/N," Elsa mumbled against my lips, and I smiled. 

"Do you want to go back to sleep?" I asked, and Elsa nodded. I lay back down and the platinum blonde settled between my arms. I brushed a strand of her hair behind her ear and gazed lovingly into her eyes. 

"I don't know how I got you," Elsa said, and I chuckled. 

"If I remember correctly, I was running in the streets when I bumped into Anna. Your ice helped with my concussion," I said, and Elsa laughed. 

"Oh yeah." She put her head under my chin, and I pulled her in closer. She rested an arm around my waist and sighed. 

"I love you Y/N." 

"I love you too." We finally drifted off to sleep together, in each other's arms.