Raw [Vkook]

41: Hate Me Please

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem ft Rihanna (This song really inspired this chapter, have fun)

Warning: Violence (I mean... Do I have to put a warning for that?)

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These days has all felt like a massive..... Rush. The days pass by the same, but it all feels like a blur now than that constant rhythmic melody it was once before.

Maybe because Taehyung hasn't been the.... Same?

Maybe this all in Jungkook's head? Maybe Taehyung is around more often as Jungkook would like to see him. Maybe Taehyung isn't purposely ignoring his calls and messages. Maybe whenever he does come over he isn't here to fuck and leave. Maybe he does exchange a bit of words between that moment, right? Maybe.... Just maybe.... This isn't in Jungkook's head, and Taehyung is putting more distance.

What if Jungkook only got clingy? When he knew he shouldn't have.

He warned himself multiple upon multiple times to not get attached, but after Taehyung saw so much of him, how could anyone not grow attached?

Taehyung has shown countless upon countless of times that he's trustworthy and reliable, and anyone would easily grow attached to a man like him for how much security he oozes to others.

But lately he hasn't been the same, and Jungkook can't tell if it's something between them or personal.

Now he's worried.

Taehyung isn't being like how he was before; he's more annoyed with Jungkook's presence now, maybe even more snarky.

Did he get tired of him that easily?

Did he just not want to be his friend anymore?

Well, whatever it was.... Jungkook will know.

He will ask him, simple as that.

Right now they just finished off one of their fucking sessions in his room, not by choice since Taehyung literally came barging in here and attacked him with instant kisses. Jungkook was taking control of being top  today and
yet.... He didn't feel what he did before.

That rush of adrenaline wasn't there.

Those needy comments weren't there either.

It was just.... Sex.

Nothing exciting about it anymore.

He didn't realize how much Taehyung sudden attitude change has impacted his emotional or mental state, to feel numb and cold towards him and he doesn't want to feel this way or for it to get worse. So that's why as he puts his pants on while Taehyung was already walking to the door, he calls out to him.

The peach haired man cranes his head back, eyes emotionless with a perked eyebrow, "What?"

Jungkook felt that.

That single word alone sent shivers down his body like an electric circuit.

He can do this.

"What's wrong?" He asks, sitting at the edge of the bed, "You're different... Is something bothering you?"

Taehyung didn't seem fazed, let alone like he cares. However he did turn around, arms crossed over his chest, "No. I'm leaving now."

"Wait!"

He turns around again, lips slightly pursed in annoyance. Jungkook is standing in front of him now, trying to see anything through those icy eyes, "Is it your brother? Is it school? Please just talk to me-"