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117: I Missed Your Voice

My love - Sia

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The warm mug is placed on his cold fingertips, dead eyes staring at the tea as the pieces of his heart tries in some way to stitch itself together.

But it's not that easy.

Yeosang can't..... Be fixed with just a tea mug and a few words of encouragement.

His friend- No, his brother- just passed away.

And not even because of a natural death in his sleep.

But because he was murdered by Segas.

There's many things running through Yeosang's head right now, and one of them being guilt.

So much guilt.

He should've told Jungkook that Taehyung is a Segas, that the tattoos are just now patched up from the eyes of others by more designs. He should've kept his guard up and warned Woosung to be careful to how Segas are easing in into their territory.

Now Woosung is dead.

And Jungkook is left heartbroken, so is Lisa and everyone here.

All the things Yeosang could've done to avoid this if only he didn't have hope that perhaps Taehyung wanted to be a changed man, the reason being he is not here and is in school, to start a new life.

But no. Yeosang can't see that image anymore.

All he sees is Taehyung making a deal with his father to turn him and Jungkook in, just for stability and money. All he sees is men with the same tattoos as him killing his best friend.

All he sees is blood and betrayal.

He shouldn't have trusted him, and Yeosang regrets ever getting comfortable around him because that just lowered his walls down to become vulnerable.

"Drink please," Jimin whispers comfortingly beside him, gently rubbing his back with a heavy frown, "Just a little-"

Yeosang can't take it anymore.

He shoots up to his feet and flings the mug against the wall, letting it shatter to pieces.

He doesn't deserve the kindness from anyone, and he refuses to take it.

"Yeosang!" Jimin shrieks, getting time his feet as well, "You can't just do that!"

His words didn't process through Yeosang's mind quick enough, only clouded with nothing but a surging rage of guilt and this need to be alone.

That's what he needs.

So without another word he just approaches the mattress on the floor of Lisa's apartment, who's currently on the search for their dear brother, and has every intention on blocking out the world from his surroundings.

"Just leave me alone Jimin," He says quickly, running his fingers through his hair, "There's just so much..... I don't want to explode on you."

He can't risk the only person he cares about besides his family to hate him. To be in the other side of his rage.

It will completely destroy him if he hurts Jimin just because he was angry.

Nothing more was said, and Yeosang actually began to believe that Jimin did as he was told to do, but then he feels a tender hand in his back and this had Yeosang shaking viciously.

Please Jimin......

"Then do it," Jimin says quickly, slowly moving his way to stand in front of him but Yeosang's eyes still refused to look at him, "Do whatever you want. I'm still be right here for you."