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118: I love him

Shot Glass of Tears - Jungkook

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There's so many things Taehyung wanted to say.

No, not only say, but to do.

So many things.

He wants to burn the whole entire Segas empire down to the brim; For killing Woosung, Jungkook's family, and because his blood is laced within those vines.

He wants to be the man he's been trained to be so perhaps he can kill Jungkook's father, not carrying a single strand of regret because that man won't be tormenting his kids any longer.

He wants to scream.

He wants his past erased.

But he can't do that.

None of those things he can do.

Burning Segas down will effect his family, killing Jungkook's father will not bring Jungkook back to him and he will only feel guilt afterwards, and he can't erase his past.

Taehyung is forced to deal with it.

That's all there's left to do.

But there's one thing he can do, and that is to talk to the Jeon siblings.

None of this was suppose to happen. Taehyung really did change and he would never put them in harms way. How did their father find them? Who knows.

Obviously he keeps tabs, and has spies everywhere, so he poured all that blame on Taehyung just to leave their sons vulnerable and away from the only person that can protect them back in Seoul.

He knew Taehyung is a poison to his plan, and had to be taken out.

As if Taehyung can be easily taken out when it involves Jungkook.

So that's why he's here, running up the stairs of the familiar apartment he came with Jungkook for what felt like years ago. The very first day Taehyung found out about the little gems in Jungkook's life.

He's going to make things right.

With the truth.

He wants his Jungkook back.

So with his heart pounding anxiously as he runs down the hallway and stops in front of the door, he doesn't even think twice before knocking the door a few times.

Shit he doesn't even know if Jungkook is here right now, but he has to try.

They all deserve an explanation, a proper one, and Taehyung has raked his head around the idea on what to say but nothing he made out made sense.

So he's going to go in without a plan.

And speak from his heart.

Yet that didn't exactly weigh well in his chest as it drops to his knees the second the door opens, revealing a puffy eyed Yeosang.

The boy is nothing like how he use to be.

His once cold glare is gone, now replaced with a tired and empty gaze, especially the second he moved his eyes to look at Taehyung.

There's no anger.

Sadness.

Or signs of stubbornness like before.

It's only..... Empty.

Taehyung had expected for him to blow up on his face, maybe slam the door and cuss him away from here.

Yet instead he leans against the door frame, arms crossed with a deep frown.

"Give me one good reason why I should let you in here?"

Taehyung could feel so many pieces of his heart shatter to the broken tone in Yeosang's voice, making him appear much more smaller and delicate. There's so much pain let alone in his expression, just about done fighting with his battle.

Done being strong.

He's just done..... Feeling.

Never Taehyung thought he would see the day Yeosang would be like this, and he doesn't blame him.

Everyone has a breaking point, and Yeosang reached his.

So with Taehyung chewing nervously his bottom lip, he lets out a heavy breath.

"Because I love Jungkook."

Yeosang perks his head up, blinking at Taehyung with those eyes as though he's scanning for some type of mischievous emotion.

There wasn't any.

"And because you all deserve a proper explanation," Taehyung finishes, gripping the end of his sweater to control his shaking hands. 

He has to be strong, for them.

Even if they do cast him away the second he opens his mouth, he wants them to know from his point of view.

Who he really is.

No more hiding or being a coward.

He has to face his own decisions, from past to present.

For a moment longer Yeosang didn't say anything, only studied him closely before finally breaking a sigh.

And he pushes the door farther open.

"Hurt my brother again, and I will kill you. That's a promise."

Luckily for him, there won't be a next time.

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A/N:
Oh boy next chapter is about to be a ride.

And TAEHYUNG CONFESSED!

AHHHHHH!!!

Let's see how this all goes!!

I PURPLE YOU!! <33