Raw [Vkook]

109: Anchor

Because of you - Kelly Clarkson

_________

The panic flooding through his body is too real when he drops to his knees, leaning against the wall with struggling sobs escaping past his shakily lips.

It's too much.

Ten feels too much.

This is not like his regular panic attacks that he gets on a daily basis, that has grown worse over time. It's worse. Every nerve in his body is pulsating his every blood cell, forcing him to start gasping for air in his horrid attempt to calm himself down.

He can't calm down.

His depression just reached a whole new level, his problems appearing bigger in his head than it truly is but he can't help it.

Weak..... He feels weak.

Stomping, someone is stomping his chest.

So much pain slamming against his head.

Everything fucking hurts!

Someone help..... Please

Ten covers his wobbling lips with a hand, breaking through his tears as he continues to sob against his palm.

Unable to stop crying.

Like he has felt every single night.

Well, until the door of his room bursts open, revealing a familiar male scanning the room to finally find his scrunched up body on the floor, right against the wall.

"Ten?"

The man could see through his tears how Taemin stands frozen there, gawking at his state, but instantly runs towards him when Ten extends his arms out to hold him like a crying child.

"It h-hurts!" Ten cries heaving, clutching tightly to Taemin's shirt, "I-I can't-"

"What's wrong Ten?" Taemin cooes, holding him tightly in his best efforts to ease down his suffering, "You can tell me. I know it's been hard on you lately, but you can be honest with me honey."

It's not easy.

Everything feels so heavy.

Make it stop! Please make it stop!

Ten only shakes his head, the aging growing worse and worse against his chest, "I can't h-handle this pain," Ten wails hard, "I can't. Not anymore."

The other male with his deep frown only runs his hand through his drenched hair, "I'm right here okay. I'm right here."

There's only one person running through his mind.

The one person he needs to see and engulf in his safe arms, even though Taemin feels like home.

Ten whimpers against his soft touch, blinking past his tears, "I-I need to see Jungkookie. M-My soulmate-"

"You will once you calm down okay?" Taemin says quietly, pressing a peck against his head, "He can't see you like this. He will get worried, especially since he's growing through so much right now."

The wobble in Ten's lips deepens, and he squeezes his eyes shut, "He should be worried."

And he grips tightly to the familiar star key chain on his palm.

With the anchor still strongly attached to it.

Just like Woosung's love was for Jungkook.

___________
A/N:
O.O

Oh.....

Sooo......

Aw :(

I have no words :O

I PURPLE YOU! <33