Raw [Vkook]

64: Christmas Plans

This chapter is very short so you can decide on the music choice hehe

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Yeosang was pissed.

Wait no, actually 'was' is more in the past tense.

Yeosang is pissed.

He's staring at his brother, who came in thirty minutes before midnight and asked Jimin if he could speak to Yeosang alone, telling him all the juicy details of what happened in Prince Charming's castle.

To say that his brother ended up deciding upon leaving from spending the night at Taehyung's was a smart move, but starting over definitely did not feel nice at all.

Yeosang is absolutely livid.

"So," Yeosang starts off, arms crossed over his chest, "You just expect me to be okay with his presence around here now after everything he's done to you? Just because I gave you that free ticket earlier today of somewhat sincerity doesn't mean I like him!"

As if he could trust anyone around his brother these days

Sometimes Yeosang feels like the older brother just because of how Jungkook is. The guy always carries his heart on his fragile hands and wears it on his sleeves like the tattoos on his skin. He's always up for second chances and it always ends up being his own down fall.

Meanwhile Yeosang doesn't believe in second chances. If you fuck up once, that's it for him, trust is gone. He's learned this throughout the basis of his life, to never show his heart unless you want to get killed. Second chances is just another excuse to have your heart broken again, and Yeosang would rather suffer alone without that person and deal with it than being hurt repeatedly with them by his side.

Clearly Jungkook is the complete opposite to that.

Jungkook sighs heavily to his little brother and sits up on the couch, "It's my decision," He states firmly, looking at him with a stern glare, "This is the last chance I'm giving him. Just..... Be on my side on this for once! Please.... I just need my brother to be beside me."

Oh course Yeosang was stubborn, very stubborn. Sure, he told his brother to get the closure he needs, but to start over as though they weren't fucking each other's lungs off three weeks ago is not what he was referring to by closure

However, he could see the desperate look in Jungkook's eyes, wanting his brother's support in this, even if he is going into this blindfolded.

Truth is..... Yeosang has found it difficult to completely hate Taehyung.

He just... Can't bring himself to despise the man, sure dislike him is fine, but hate? In the beginning it was so easy, since Yeosang didn't know him enough.

Unfortunately Yeosang knows him enough, and perhaps he loathes him because in some way, they're the same.

The angry outbursts, overprotectiveness to their family, the history with drugs - Yeosang understands him too much, and he's precisely everything that Yeosang hates about himself.

But, he gets him.

He knows that Taehyung heart isn't in a bad place, life just had to fuck it for him. He had to use with what he's got in order to survive - Whether it's telling people off, exploding in rage, or the drugs to feel numb, he would do anything to be alone because he thinks that's where he'll be hurt less and cause less damage.

But the loneliness is a slow kill to madness.

Yeosang understands too much, especially moving out here to start new, but not knowing how to because life already finished off traumatizing him enough.

Yeosang wants to hate him for hurting his brother, but whenever he sees that man, he only sees is a walking mirror of himself.

Unfortunately, Jungkook doesn't understand that so well, but his fierce and gentle nature to care for others will teach Taehyung to accept love.

Just like how it has for Yeosang.

Oh Yeosang is going to regret this so bad....

So with a small grunts under his breath, he says, "I'll always support you, but I still don't like him..... Would ignoring him yet being able to be beside him work for you?"

The sarcasm dripping his voice only made Jungkook hold back his own snort, knowing his brother would be on board with him, "Well.... I kinda did invite him to come out with us for Christmas, so let's start practicing that."

Best believe Yeosang went feral and his brain cells instantly malfunctioned.

"YOU DID WHAT!" He screams, forgetting that Jimin was still in his room and is most likely able to hear him, "First I have to deal with Jimin's friends, in which you know I'm not a social person at all. Then apparently we're going ice skating and I'm as fucking stiff as it gets so best believe I'm bust my ass. NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME HE'S COMING TOO!"

If Yeosang could cry, he would.

Tomorrow is going to be such a shitty day for him.

Is this how he's going to have his first Christmas experience? He may start to reconsider staying home all day-

No, Jimin was happy about him being able to agree to it after literal weeks of asking.

He can't back out now....

Great...

Jungkook only chuckles under his breath, going to his brother and pats his shoulder, "It's midnight, Merry Christmas."

Yeosang wants to actually die.

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A/N:

Well..... I am so excited to write the next chapter actually hehe the reason this chapter is short is to sole focus on what's going on for Christmas so let's get it!!

I PURPLE YOU! <33