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116: Breaking Point

Sayonara Hitori - Taemin

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Jungkook is losing his mind.

He's running through these dark streets, bumping into poles and shrieking to the dark shadows he would see from the corners of his vision. The illusions grow worse and he feels as though every fragment of himself is escaping past his fingers, only seeing him.

Everywhere.

He's seeing Woosung everywhere.

And it wouldn't stop.

No matter how far he runs, how desperate his lungs gasp for air, he can't seem to stop. Every cell in his body is buzzing and he can't feel the way his heart is pounding against his chest anxiously anymore.

Piling up higher and higher with this need to let everything go.

To release the demon rattling against the cage inside his heart.

Don't be Raven.

Don't be Raven.

Don't..... Be.... Jungkook?

As those horrid thoughts settled inside Jungkook's mind, the sanity he desperately tried to control escapes past his fingers.

Becoming the person he so desperately tried not to be.

Raven.

His eyes are darker, the frown is now a scowl and his blood is pumping in such a surging rage of adrenaline that he can't seem to keep at bay anymore.

He doesn't want to control himself.

Not anymore.

Angrily he slams his fist against a random tree before his feet finally arrived to its destination it desired to be in these moments. The rusty door is chained by a lock but that wasn't a problem for Jungkook to find a metal bat laying around from the street kids and slamming it full force against it.

Breaking it right off.

His mind blurred from there.

Jungkook kicks through the door, moving his teary eyes through the old motorcycle track that has been abandoned for years.

The exact same place where he met Woosung.

Where they shared their first kiss.

Where Woosung asked him out.

This place is where it all began.

And Jungkook let himself drown in the deepest waters of the darkness of his sorrow.

The bat he's holding is suddenly slammed against the plastic railings that separated the bleachers and the track. Slamming it against the glass barrier, shattering it to pieces as it flickers down to the ground like Jungkook's heart.

He doesn't stop, he grows more and more vicious; screeching, kicking the dirty ground, swinging punches after punches against to whatever was in his sight until his fists were bleeding through his knuckles.

Fueling himself with complete rage to the complete fuck up of his life.

Everything is fucked up!

He's so angry with the world that he's been holding it in for years.

Angry with his parents.

With Woosung.

With Taehyung.