Raw [Vkook]

85: Bambi

Note: So this won't have an Taekook content, you are free to skip it if you'd like. What's happening in this chapter won't affect anything that's happening in the plot, however it will be something to perhaps keep in mind for the future. It's entirely up to you :)

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Song recommendations:

Talk Me Down - Troye Sivan

If the World Was Ending - JP Saxe and Julia Michaels

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Maybe the crying all night wasn't an exaggeration.

The second Jungkook got out of the car when they arrived to a familiar meadow by the outskirts of Seoul, too far from the city, a place surrounded by trees with a perfect vast field of grass, he burst into tears.

This place feels safe.

A perfect place to scream and cry no matter how worn out Jungkook's body gets..

To throw fists to fight the air in aggravation.

A perfect place to just...... Feel safe to let go.

Woosung didn't say a word when Jungkook collapsed to his knees, weeping quietly on the grass to his broken heart, he only got to his knees as well and held him in his arms as his young ravenette cried his heart out.

It felt like they spent a while like this, just Jungkook rambling and screaming to the air, removing his pain from his chest to beg for peace just once.

Just for once he wishes to breathe life without feeling so hurt.

This isn't even about Taehyung anymore. The guy didn't even know about Jungkook's feelings for him so he doesn't blame any of this pain onto him, it's about everything in general.

About life.

No matter how much he tries to move forward or live for himself, he feels so alone and strained.

His heart just feels so broken and it's tiring just forcing to be enthusiastic all the time. It's hard not to worry about his sister back home. It's hard brushing back that maybe his father is a second away from finding him and Yeosang to take them back.

It's so hard living without the past being somehow an issue to him. Whether it's nightmares, worries, hidden rage, the past comes back somehow.

It all feels so overwhelming and Jungkook just feels like he can't handle it!

It's too much.

"It's okay Bambi, it's safe here," Woosung cooes quietly, pecking the back of his head, "You can let it out."

But Jungkook is just so tired of feeling like this that he doesn't even want to cry anymore. He's tired of it. This sense of feeling drained is just so exhausting and painful to bear.

He just wants to stop crying already.

However being in Woosung's arms just made it a little easier. It didn't feel like he had to cry, that it was okay to stop feeling so strong all the time and count on someone to lean onto, without being afraid to fall into a whole cycle of pain.

That no matter what.....He had his anchor right there beside him.

Just thinking about that cooled down Jungkook's hectic emotions, leaving him to sniffle alone his sobs. Woosung continued to hold him calmly but when he sensed Jungkook relaxing slowly he lets go and gets to his feet.