Raw [Vkook]

47: Her

Let You Down - NF

*Rape and death mentions*

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Yeosang has been an anxious machine for the past week.

He's been trying to call Woosung just to see how he's been, but he doesn't answer none of his calls or message. He knows him and Jungkook aren't talking so it would be hopeless to call through his phone. Earlier in the week, he got a message from Hyunjin about the incident that he got in, and how Iodine has been working antsy on this task that he asked for her to do.

No one knows what it is, and that alone has Yeosang stressed beyond reasoning.

Lisa wasn't any help either being oblivious about the whole situation, but she did say to not mention anything to Jungkook because then it will only drive him to come back.

This is stressful, and what's worse is that he wasn't there, and he is just about close to booking a train ride.

He would've found those fuckers by now!

But because of Iodine's order's he can't do that just yet, marvelous.

"Hey, you okay?"

Yeosang snaps his head up, seeing a small Jimin wrapped up in mint green blanket that practically dragged itself to the floor, keeping his large eyes focused on him.

The past week has been especially difficult for Jimin. After a threat from Jungkook saying he would report Joshua if Jimin didn't break up with him, Jimin sent his ex lover literally a novel on the reason they shouldn't be together, mentioning how they just not good for each other and a toxic ball, before blocking his number.

He cried.

He cried a lot.

He cried of paranoia, fear, just at himself. Sometimes he cried because he didn't even know why.

In a way, he missed him, terribly. The good moments that is, but would be haunted by the horrid ones too.

Yeosang and Jungkook were there through it all. They haven't touched him, more so because of his paranoia, but they spent multiple days listening to him talk about his experience with Joshua.

And that man... Was cruel.

Jimin would say that sometimes when they would have sex, he would fall into a moment of paralysis and eventually start to feel this sense of panic because he knew when it was over than Joshua would just go back to being.... Like how he was.

He also mentioned how he had a notebook, a diary, with letters for everyone in case he were to.... Go one day.

Jungkook, Taehyung and Yeosang each had one for themselves.

Yeosang isn't one for sentimentality but he did tear up when Jimin read them all one day, only filling his heart with so much relief that Joshua was not part of his life anymore.

It's going to be a process for Jimin, but now he's dwindled his crying to once a day because he's losing more and more his fear.

So upon the sight of the small male with his puffy eyes, Yeosang twitches a smile and pats the space beside him on the couch. Jimin slowly wobbles towards him like a little baby and sits down with knees to his chest, wrapped up in his cute blanket as it practically swallows his whole figure.

"Nothing really, just stressed about stuff from back home," He says lowly and turns to the other, "How are you doing?"

Jimin rests his chin on his knees, evidently seeing how his breath slightly moves to unease for a moment before calming down, "I-I'm still scared.... That he's going to... You know."