Beginnings NewtXReader

Pandorica Serum

I was asleep with Newt in my bed when I started to have a nightmare.

I was in a white room I wasn't seeing out of my own eyes it was like I was watching myself. I was in that room alone in isolation. I remember being dragged out of the room into another room that was empty except for the wall that was all a one way mirror, they were watching me but I couldn't see them.
One of the guards came in I backed into a corner, he had a syringe filled with a strange red liquid, the guard was coming closer, I kicked him down he fell to the ground and four more guards ran in. They held me down and injected it into my neck, I felt a burning sensation in my neck it hurt so bad. The guards ran out and locked me in. They shoved a boy into the room with me, he had blonde hair and blue eyes and was very American, I heard a speaker go into the room and they spoke to us saying "John, y/n has just been injected she should be active in a few minutes I want to to explain what you see and how you feel when she activates" I wondered what they meant by activate. Just then I felt this deep burning anger the John started talking "shes activated, her eyes, there bloodshot and red, her skin is really pale, she is sweating a lot and her voice got deep and raspy. She is angry, very angry" he said while backing away from me but I kept moving closer.
"Very good John, she is going to go into killzone very soon, are you ready to complete this test?" The people behind the mirror said with little to no emotion. I could see myself, I didn't look right then I felt a trigger in my head like a switch flipping off.
"Goodbye John" said W.I.C.K.E.D
Then I attacked John I tackled him and he fell to the floor he had a knife in his pocket, I looked and acted like a rabid animal. What did they do to me to make me like this. I grabbed John's knife he pushed me off of him and he ran to the other side of the room trying to get out the doors but the guards wouldn't let him out. He was stuck in there with me. I was growling and baring my teeth I looked like a monster I was rabid. I had John's knife and I tackled him again it was like I had super strength and hearing like everything was heightened. When John was on the ground I stabbed him in the chest and watched the life drain out of him, I twisted the knife and his eyes glazed over. He was dead. Then the intercom came on "End of testing of the Pandorica Serum testing. Success, we were able to control it from behind the scenes" then I felt that switch go off and I passed out to the ground.

Out of dream

I woke up yelling and screaming, Newt was there trying to calm me down.
"Hey, baby calm down I've got you, your Alright" he said while having to hold my hands because I was flailing and trying to hit him.

"Oh Shuck, I'm so sorry Newt" I said apologizing for punching him in the face, he was bleeding.

"Oh its Alright Love, are you okay?" He asked while wincing at his eye.

"Yeah I am alright now, I'll tell you about it later. Let's go eat and get you some ice."

Newt's POV

She was screaming and making animal noises in her sleep, she kept calling out the name John. We don't have a John in the Glade. She started to kick and punch she clocked me right in the left eye, it was bleeding.

At Breakfast she wouldn't say anything she just kept zoning out repeatedly. She had to run the maze today, no way was I letting her do that.

"I'll be right back love, I need to talk to Alby" she didn't even acknowledge me, and Minho noticed too he came with me to Alby.