Beginnings NewtXReader

The Last I love You

Please, please...don't hate me. I promise it's not the end

When I came too, I slowly fluttered my eyes open. For a split second, I forgot everything, Newt being infected. Him almost killing me. Asking Tommy to kill him. But then I remembered and all the pain came rushing back to me. My stab wound wasn't bleeding anymore but it still hurt, a lot. Felt like someone was shoving there hand into the wound.
I rolled onto my stomach and lifted my head to see what was going on because I heard yelling. My vision was blurry and my head was pounding.

"Tommy, Kill ME!" Newt yelled while crouched over in pain, Thomas probably kicked him. 

"N-newt, please don't ask me to do this" Thomas begged he was half sobbing.

I winced in pain as I slowly raised myself to my knees. Newt and my brother still didn't notice me yet. They are in the middle of the square as I am in the corner. 
As I pressed my hand to the concrete to push myself off my stomach I almost screamed in pain clutching my knife wound. I slowly but surly without screaming in agony got into my knees. I looked back at my brother and Newt.

"Thomas just bloody do it!"  Newt yelled but then snarled swiping his hand at Thomas, he had to jump back to avoid getting scratched by Newt.

While the men fighting, or well. Newt fighting and Thomas trying to avoid getting hit. I got into my feet and let me say this, it is the most painful thing I've ever done. I felt my neck with my right hand. I traced over where Newt's hands had choked me, I winced through my teeth feeling the large bruises over my neck. Then I felt faint again. I tilted forward. I grabbed onto a broken stone wall beside me to keep me from falling. I've lost a lot of blood.

I looked back at the boys. Thomas had gotten ahold of the gun from earlier. He had it pointed at Newt who was..growling, at Thomas. I knew I had to step in now.

"Stop!" I yelled but it was strained and barley audible. I sucked in air, it was full of smoke I coughed. I breathed in a large breath of air once again "STOP!" I yelled once again, this time it was louder and Thomas and Newt looked at me. 

"Y/N, love" Newt started but ended up growling and trying to run at me. Thomas caught him by the waist and threw him back in front of him. Newt went from crank to himself within a second. it is like he is having a war with himself, trying not to hurt the people he loves. He is losing the battle, but when it comes to the flare. Its inevitable. "s-s-orry, i'm sorry" Newt breathed. I took a few slow steps forward, almost stumbling. "Thomas, you need to go to Teresa, she said she could help" I said. He shook his head "We've heard that before, they say they can help when in reality they want to use us as there guinea pigs, giving us false hope. Besides, there's no time, and I'm not leaving you here alone with him. No offence newt" Newt scoffed "None taken, m-mate"

"Shuck, I can feel it. I don't have much time before I'll be past the gone" Newt said clutching his middle like he was trying to somehow restrain his hands. "Minho will be here soon" I said not even believing my own words.
"y/n, we all know that he won't" Newt said. His voice didn't sound like his own, it was deeper then it already was, it was gruff and guttural sounding.

"Tommy, you have to kill me!" Newt said then screaming in pain. He was fighting the crank side of him. More black liquid erupted through his lungs, he vomited and there was a large pool of the horrid liquid on the ground. 

Thomas looked from the gun in his hand to his best friend, then back at the gun. Tears were in his eyes. "Newt, I can't"

"Do IT! Before I become one of them! A Crank! KILL ME!"

"NO!" I yelled walking a bit closer. I was still very far off. I wasn't in as much pain I was just really exhausted 

"Thomas if you care about me you'll do this. Kill Me, If You've Ever Been My Kill ME!" Newt screamed, angry that Thomas won't just shoot him. 
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Thomas nodded, tears falling from his eyes. Tommy raised his arm slowly, pointing the gun at Newt.

I shook my head about to break down "no" I said almost a whisper. I was trying to move, to get to Newt. But it was like my feet were melted with the cement beneath my feet. I couldn't move, couldn't walk. I was frozen. And I couldn't stop it.

Newt's eye's cleared and his voice softened it was normal his accent there, his regular deep voice that sends shivers down my spine. The voice I fell in love with. "please Tommy...please" He said choking back tears. 

I was frantic now. Thomas pulled the hammer back on the gun, loading it. His finger shakily hovered over the trigger.

"No!" I yelled the pain and hurt evident in my word. My feet were unstuck now I could move.

Newt looked to me, tears slid down his face. He got on his knees. Then he looked to me. "y/n, I Love You. I always will" He said as smiled sadly at me then he looked to Thomas and nodded. 

I heard footsteps and yelling from behind be it was faint. I looked to see. It was Brenda, Minho and Gally were following behind her.

"THOMAS STOP DON'T DO IT!" I screamed. But then I heard the gunshot.

What would you greenies like to see happen?
Sorry again for the short chapter