Beginnings NewtXReader

Newt's Heartbreak

Its been two weeks I've been trapped in here and everyday my guards will come in and bring me to this lab where they would experiment on me, they would put deep cuts in me to see how long it took me to heal, they would hook me up to this machine that would make simulations made to make me scared. Its horrible, and then after the lab I go back to my cell with the padded floors and walls. 

 I don't get fed much either only two slices of bread a day one in the morning and one in the evening. I only get three small glasses of water one morning, noon and evening. I am dehydrated and I have gotten noticeably skinnier I can clearly see my rib cage. I have little to no energy all the time when I'm in my room I just sit or lay in the corner, not sleeping I can't sleep I get nightmares they are so terrible. I just sit and think all day I wonder what my friends were doing If they were alright. If they missed me, if they had to go through the same things as me, I doubt it.

I just think about Newt I still have hope, not much but hope none the less that I would get out of here one day. Janson comes in my room once every other day to assure me that my friends were safe, I never really believed him he also would remind me of there deal, I don't try to escape and my friends don't try to escape no one dies. I Hate him I hate this stupid ratman he makes me feel very uncomfortable because he has tried to..touch me but I always manage to get him to stop or the guards walk in. I hate this stupid place. My anger isn't so bad anymore but that is probably only because I am to weak to do anything.

Newt's POV

Two weeks its been without y/n I know I shouldn't miss someone this bad when it's only been two weeks but when you see someone everyday for three years and then don't see them at all for two weeks, you tend to miss them. The first week I would get daily beatings for trying to see y/n. I stopped because Thomas and Minho were worried about me because I couldn't do that long term. Thomas still asks about Teresa all the time, he's in love with her but won't admit it, Minho agrees with me.

It is now time for the lunch we are let out of our room and led down the hall to the dining hall they call it. They started doing some weird stuff now, at lunch every day Janson would come in an call kids names to start their 'New Lives'. Thomas, Minho and I think it is a load of klunk. No way would W.I.C.K.E.D do anything good for us.

We were eating then Thomas apparently has had enough of it and he marched up to the guards that were at the entrance of the dining hall. "Where's Teresa?!" He questioned. The guards didn't answer him they just told him to go sit back down, but Thomas of course didn't listen and started a fight with the guard I ran up to him and pulled him off the guy and ratman came running into the room.

"Whats going on in here Thomas?" He said. "I just want to know where Teresa is" Thomas said while walking closer to Janson.

"I'm afraid I can't give away that information Thomas, but I can assure you she is safe" Janson said with a evil smirk on his face, he knew something.

"Alright now what about Y/N is she still alright?" I asked him sternly backing Thomas away from Janson as I walked closer to him.

"Y/N...now she is as good as she can be, you know under the circumstances. Just remember our deal." Janson told me. I HATE that guy so much. Then Janson's guards brought us our of the dining hall and we were locked in our sleeping quarters, because of bad behavior.

"What the Shuck was that all about? What deal did you make with Ratman Newt?!" Minho questioned me and Thomas he was angry.

"We agreed that we would behave and not try to escape and if we did y/n would die" Thomas told Minho from next to me. Minho's face dropped.