Beginnings NewtXReader

Needles and Pudding

Filler chapter here, Sorry
I am also very very VERY sorry for not updating in almost two weeks. My mental health sucks right now, like real bad.

oh and, if any of you guys want to follow me on one of my Instagram accounts it is sad_quotesl I know, no fan account from me, but I'm thinking about maybe making one, I don't know.

Again sorry for the real slow updates lately. But yay, we hit 50 followers, I know that is not a whole lot but It means a lot to me. It helps me to continue writing knowing that there are people who want to read it.

Oh AND, I am aware that the Berg Is used mainly for carrying large loads so it doesn't have things like a kitchen and stuff, but just...go with me here okay.

I kinda hit a writers block too, like I have bit ideas for this story but it is filling in some stuff I'm struggling with. So I need some HELP from you people, let me know your ideas and what I should do.

I shot up in bed wincing at the pain in my side, I slowly laid back down. Dreaming, I was dreaming about Newt.
I lifted my shirt high enough over my wound and looked at it, there was a large gauze pad over it. Where did we get those? There must've been some on the berg somewhere.
I gripped my side carefully and sat up again. I took a look at my surroundings. I was still on the berg. Brenda was no longer beside me.

I was sitting on some sort of cot. I shifted my body so I was sitting up with my feet hanging off on the floor. I could hear deep breathing and light snores from around me. There are more people sleeping around me. I have to be in the sleeping quarters of the berg. The floor was freezing, I felt a shiver run through my body when my feet made contact. Goosebumps made there way throughout my body making my hair stand on end.

I Slowly and carefully rose to my feet. I almost fell over from how weak I am but thankfully I caught myself. I straightened myself as best I could, I was still a little hunched because of my wound. I shuffled my way though the room till I came to the door. I slid it open and walked out closing it behind me. I was in a small narrow hall now, but I knew where I was and I knew where I wanted to go. The kitchen. I am starving.

I shuffled down the small corridor till I came to the small kitchen and pantry that the Berg had. I slid open the small sliding door and walked in. Gally was standing there leaning on one of the small counters with a bowl of what loos like pudding.

"Y/N!? You should still be in bed" He whisper yells at me.

I shrugged and walked over and leaned next to him by the counter "Well, I'm not and I'm hungry"
He chuckled and handed me the rest of his pudding which I gladly gobbled up. I haven't eaten in what feels like years.

"how you feeling?" Gally asked me.
I swallowed my last bite of pudding and set the bowl on the counter behind me and looked back at Gally. "How do you think I'm doing? Everyone I love is dead." I said crossing my arms across my middle.

"No, not true. Not everyone at least. Thomas, he's still alive" I felt a flicker of happiness knowing my brother was alive and that he survived. Gally continued speaking "Minho, Brenda, Me, Jorge, Frypan, Aris. We're all still here. We survived."

"Well, Newt didn't" I said feeling tears pool in my eyes.

"Hey" Gally said in a sympathetic voice, placing his hands on my shoulders lightly to make me look up at him. "Newt died, yes. But just be glad you got to spend years together with him. His life was cut short and I'm pissed about it too. I hate WICKED for this all, for ruining our shucking lives. But they are gone now, WICKED is gone. Shuck, the whole world is gone. It's just us immune's that are going to be alive. Newt wasn't immune. I know. And I'm sorry."

Gally isn't very good at this, trying to make me feel better. But hey, at least he is trying.

"I'm sorry. Our world is a horrible and shucking cruel place" Gally said tears also gathering in his eyes as he pulled me into a gentle hug. I could feel all the strong emotion coming from him. HE really meant all the words he is saying.

He squeezes me tighter and I wince as I felt a sharp pain coming from my wound. Gally quickly backs off and grips my shoulder looking at me "Are you okay? What happened? I knew you shouldn't have come out here" He says quickly.

"Gally calm down, I'm fine. Just some pain thats all."

He shakes his head "I'm getting Brenda" He says and walks out for a moment before coming back in the room with Brenda who rushes over to me. "Guys, you need to stop treating me like I am going to drop dead at any moment" I complain but she doesn't stop. She pulls back the gauze on my side and gasps.

"What?!" Gally says a worried look plastered across his face.

"That doesn't look to good, I think it is getting infected." Brenda says. "Good thing we are nearing the safe haven, we will get there later tomorrow" She says and looks back up to me. "y/n you shouldn't be awake. It will be easier to heal and for us to take care of you if your asleep."

I shake my head "no, I don't need it. I'll be fine" I say but Brenda pulled a syringe our of her back pocket. Seriously, where does she get these things?

"Brenda I said I'm fine, Stop!"

"nope" She said blankly "You need this" Then she plunged the needle into my arm.

I quickly felt very weak, weaker then before. I felt strong arms wrap around me, It was Gally. He carefully lifted me in his arms and carried me back to the cot I was laying in previously.

My vision was getting to be very blurry and it was getting harder and harder to keep my eyes open.

I felt Gally place a small blanket over me, he then moved some of my hair away from my face. "I'm sorry y/n, but...sleep. You'll feel better. When you wake up we will be in the safe haven"

Those were the last words I heard before I lost consciousness.

I actually had this chapter ready to post a few days ago, but Wattpad was being stupid and wouldn't let me post. So sorry for such the long wait. I am trying to fix it.