Crazy Love (COMPLETED)

Chapter nineteen: Hurt

DIANNE

"Yes baby. I will call once I arrived at their place okay." I put my luggage at the back of the car who pick me up. "You take care okay. I miss you too." I rest my head, damn this jetlag. "Don't cry please. I'll be there after a week okay. Bye." napahinga ako ng malalim after I turned off my phone.

I missed her. Sa buong buhay ko, ngayon lang ulit ako na attach sa isang babae, aside from Ate Missy and Em.

"What?" tanong ko kay Syd, kakababa ko lang phone at eto siya naman ang tumawag.

"Tss. Where are you?" I sensed the panic in her voice. "Don't fucking tell you are backing out?"

Natawa ako, napaka praning. "Tss. I am already on the way. Nadelay ang flight ko kahapon kaya hindi ako nakaabot. Seriously, it's fucking two in the morning fucker."

"Fuck. I will propose later. The wedding will took place at afternoon."

Natigilan ako. So it is really happening. Biglang kumirot ang puso ko sa narinig. It is still hurts. "Aabot ako. I will rest, I'll call once I am near."

"Thank you D. . . I owe a lot to you. Take care. Bye."

Napapikit ako. Pinilit itulog ang sakit. Emerald is my first love. Sa kanya ko naramdaman ang tunay na rason ng salitang pagmamahal. But sadly, she is not meant for me. Kahit na anong gawin ko, she will never be mine I guess.

It was past seven in the morning when I reached the rest house Syd mention. Dumiretso ako sa loob at agad nakilala ng kasambahay nila. I was going to the balcony when G saw me.

"Holy fuck! H-how did you know we're here?"

"Hon who's that?"

"Hi Tita, belated happy birthday po." bayi ko kay Tita Shirley. Agad akong dumungaw sa laptop ni G. "Ate."

"D! OMG what are you doing there? Why you didn't tell me you are going back?"

"Tss. Ate malaki na ko." natatawanga sabi ko, halatang stress sila sa paguwi ko. And i know why.

Natigilan kami ng impit na tumili si Tita Shirley. Napalingon ako sa may balcony kung saan naandon si Syd at Em.

"I cannot promise that I will not hurt you, but I will do my best not to. . . Can I be your always and forever, babe?"

"Yes!" masayang sagot ni Em, maiyak iyak. "I love you. . ."

"I love you too. . ."

Such a sight. Agad lumabas sina Tita Shirley at G na dala-dala ang laptop. "Congratulations!"

Sumunod ako sa kanila bago pa man masira ang mood nila. Kahit na halos mamanhid na ako sa sakit.

"D!" gulat na sabi niya niyakap ako at hindi mawala ang tuwa sa mukha. I miss her. "Oh my God! Bakit ngayon lang kita nakita? A-anong ginagawa mo dito? Kamusta ka? I mean where have you been?"

"Easy. I miss you too, love- - - . . . "

"Bata your words and your hands. Tss." Syd cut me off, halatang nagseselos.

"Hahaha. Chill, giant." sabi ko, madamot pa rin.

"Babe nagseselos na ako." nakangusong reklamo niya Em. Parang tanga

"Wag ka ng magselos. Engaged na nga tayo- - - . . ."

"Ouch. That hurts love." singit ko, I even fake an heart attack. She laugh but in my fucking mind, damn, it is really fucking hurt.

"Paano mo nalamang nandito kami?" tanong ni Em.

"I called her babe- - - . . ." singit ni D, ako naman nakatingin lang sa kanila. So ayaw niya talagang sabihin kay Em.