Nagtungo na kami sa Bedroom na naka-assign sa amin the room was cozy and elegant it was actually big. Well as tita said there are two beds. I took the right one. Humilata ako at nagtakip ng unan sa mukha.
It was painful indeed.
I cried silently as my heart breaking up into million of pieces. If only I didn't choose to happy.
Tama nga sila, when happiness came there is also pain and sadness will come. Hindi na ako nadala, he hurt me multiple times but I still choose and let him to break me again.
I tried to have a boyfriend when I studied in different school dut it didn't work out.
Siya pa rin talaga.
"Hey, someone's looking for you, Drake Text me it was Zachary Levi Marquez your ex" parang binomba ang utak ko sa narinig. Is he serious? Anong ginagawa ng lalaking iyon kila Drake?
"Really? Then tell him , Die" wika ko at tumagilid. That bastard cheated on me although I don't have a romantic feelings for my ego and pride are still hurt.
Naramdaman ko na lumubog ang gilid ng aking kama. Hindi ako gumalaw .
"I'm sorry , I let them hurt you" malungkot na wika ni Travis. Napaupo naman ako at tiningnan siya.
"No, Don't be sorry you have nothing to do in their doings." Wika ko at ngumiti kahit punong puno pa rin ng luha ang aking mata.
He wiped my tears. I wished ace was this sweet too. Sabrina is lucky for having in her side. Ace May be heartless but I knew that he also a good man.
Ilang minuto ay natigil din ang pagluha ngunit masakit pa rin. They've planned it.
Nagpapitlag naman kami pareho ng May kumatok at binuksan ang pinto.
Iniluwa nito si Ace. Ace was looking at us Coldly as he speaks.
"Alexa, ma'am V calling for you" wika niya . Napatingin naman ako kay Travis. He was looking me worriedly.
"It's okay , I can handle" wika ko tumayo ako at nagtungo sa pinto kung na saan si Ace.
Hindi ako nagsalita at nauna ng naglakad. Ramdam ko ang titig niya sa aking likuran . Nilingon ko siya .
"If you are thinking that I want to hurt you that it's my intention its not , but if that's what you think I'll accept it. " Panimula niya. Hindi ko mapigilang hindi napaismid sa sinabi niya hinarap ko siya.
"That is exactly what I thought! Kung ayaw mo akong saktan dapat hindi mo ginawa!" Matigas kong wika. I'm afraid that I might make a scene here
"It's just" hindi ko siya pinatapos at nagsalita ulit
"It's just that you want to prove yourself? You are hurting someone while proving yourself! Siya! Siya dapat ang magpatunay! She left you remember? Ako yung naroon Nong walang wala ka! Ako yung nasa tabi mo pero mas pinili mo pa siya na iniwan ka kesa saakin na nasa tabi mo lang!" I burst out . Hindi ko na kaya lahat ng dinadala ko. I can feel my that my tears are flowing again
Fuck this, umiiyak nanaman ako
"Ganon ba akong kahirap piliin? Ace? " Umiiyak kong ani habang nakatingin sakanya.
He didn't say anything. He was just looking at me softly.
"I want your sorry, but the fact that you caused me too much pain it is not enough" wika ko pa
"I feel pathetic thinking that you did enjoy being with me, pero ako lang ata ang naging masaya ng magkasama tayo. Nandidiri ka ba tuwing hinahalikan mo ako? Do you want to throw up whenever you hug me? Malamang ay oo" wika ko sa nanghihinang boses.
Heart give him up already.
"No, I was genuinely happy, I enjoy all of that, it wasn't fake the relationship was" wika nito napangisi na lang ako at umirap.
"Yeah yeah, from now on I won't beg for your attention anymore. My heart will not give you up for now but eventually it will forget you" wika ko bago siya talikuran at naglakad palayo.
Pinahiran ko ang aking luha. Forgetting him will take a long process.
Ilang minuto ang nakalipas ay tuluyan na akong nakarating sa Room ni tita.
Kumatok ako bago pumasok and to my shock I saw That bastard sitting like a visitor.
"Hey! Babe I've miss you!" Wika nito at niyakap. I immediately push him.
"What the hell are you doing here Zachary Levi Marquez?!" Sigaw ko , this bastard really know how to annoy me huh.
"I'm here because I miss my girlfriend pa kiss nga!" Wika pa nito.
Nakita ko naman na pumasok si Ace at umupo sa couch. He examine Zachary features as he looks at my hands who was now on Zachary's Face I saw how his Jaw clench as he look at those.
What's his problem? Naiingayan ba siya saamin?
"Zachary stop, anong ginagawa mo rito? " Walang emosyon kong wika.
"Zach? Sino yun ? Call me babe that's my name" wika nito. Napairap naman ako sa sinabi nito.
"You Cheater bastard, Shut up! Ang gulo asan si tita?" Tanong ko at umupo sa katapat na couch ni Ace.
Nakita ko naman kung paano niya ako tingnan. He was looking at me intently. Hindi ko iyon pinansin at nag-focus sa paintings.
"Well she was here earlier naliligo ata" wika ni Zach at umupo sa katabi ni Ace.
"Hey! Dude! I'm Zachary Levi Marquez, you?" Maligalig nitong wika . Napairap ako ng hindi ito pinansin ni Ace.
"Hey! So snob " nakasimangot na wika nito at nagmamaktol na tumalikod kay Ace .
"Oh, Alexa you're already here , okay, I want the both of you do the groceries tommorow morning I want to talk to you personally dahil baka hindi ka pumayag. Well here's the reason , the other officers has their own job to do , ito na lang ang walang gagawa kaya Ace and You are going to handle that? Is that okay with you Alexa?" Tanong ni tita hindi naman ako umimik.
"I know that it was hard ale-" pinutol ko ang sasabihin niya ng magsalita ako.
"It's okay tita, the things that happened between us is not a big deal for us , right Ace?" Wika ko. Hindi naman siya umimik .
Tumayo ako at nagpaalam na rin.
Want me to show you then I'll show you.
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