Addicted

Infedelity Forgiveness

The sound of a shower woke me up. I rubbed my eyes into focus. God damn what a fucked up dream. I looked around and realized it wasn't exactly a dream.  I sat up and the sheet fell off into my lap. I shivered at the sudden cold and realized I was naked. I pulled the sheet back up to cover myself. I ran my fingers through my hair and started to panic. Wait...just wait Angie maybe nothing happened I turned to grab my phone from the side table and saw the empty condom wrapper... OH FUCK...NO!! NO! NO! FUCK!!! At least we were 'careful' but goddamn if this doesn't just make everything 100 times worse...way to go Angie!!

I quickly got out of bed and threw on the clothes I was wearing last night and quietly snuck out of the room. I made my way down to the lobby and went into the bathroom and inspected to make sure that he didn't leave any hickeys or marks. I turned to leave and bumped right into Eva Marie on the way out.

"Sorry about that"

"It's fine"

She smelled like cigarettes and peppermint and I suddenly felt incredibly sick to my stomach. I went to the desk and asked for Dean Ambrose's room. The man gave me a key and I headed up to his room. Did he fuck Eva Marie last night??? I kept trying to give myself a peptalk on the way up to his room. I didn't really have a whole lot of room to judge or be pissed at all since I fucked his best friend. I made my way to his door and stood there. My heart was pounding in my chest and my palms were sweating. I carefully put the key card in the slot and quietly opened the door. There were empty bottles of alcohol everywhere. The room was a disaster and he looked like hell. He was sprawled out on the bed naked with just the corner of the sheet covering his ass. I was carefully stepping over the bottles and cans to avoid making noise. My foot made a slight crunch sound and I carefully moved my foot to see what I had stepped on.  I bent down and picked up the empty Trojan wrapper and my heart sank, but again I couldn't be mad since I had done the same thing last night. I sat on the edge of the bed next to him and ran my fingers through his hair

Jon's POV

I felt someone run their fingers through my hair. I lifted my head...it was pounding...and looked around the room...it was a disaster. I barely remember anything from last night except for what I did to Angie. I don't even know how she would consider forgiving me. We were both at fault for what we'd done.  Of course what I did was far worse.  Can't believe I choked her out like that...goddamned fool I saw the Trojan wrapper on the floor and I felt the panic starting to rise in me. Oh shit! I actually slept with Eva Marie...gross...I must've been ridiculous drunk. I was praying Angie never found out

I kept catching random whiffs of Angie's perfume/body spray and it was making me miss her like crazy. I really hope she gives me an opportunity to apologize for what I did. I love her so much. I'm such a fucking idiot. I caught the scent of Angie's perfume again as someone ran their fingers through my hair. I turned my head and was shocked to see Angie. Horrible hang over or not I immediately sat up and pulled her to me and held her tight

"Angie? Oh God..I didn't think I'd ever see you again after last night"

"Me too. Jon, I'm so sorry that I punched you in the face. I love you so much...I'm so sorry"

"Don't apologize for that Angie. I had no right to do what I did to you. I know I completely broke my promise that it'd never happen again...I just...God I'm just so sorry Angie. I love you. You're my heart Angie. There's no one in this world that holds that spot over you."

"I know about Eva Marie..."

My heart sank and I lowered my gaze

"I'm not mad...I'm not perfect either..."

I was curious where this was going. Angie wasn't one to go and do stupid shit like that so the fact that she's excusing my infidelity because of her own is kind of shocking to me

"What are you talking about Ang?"

"I apparently slept with Colby last night. I'm sorry. I don't remember...I thought it was a dream or something. I woke up to an empty condom wrapper on the night stand"

I didn't know exactly what to say to that. She was being completely honest. I could tell. I just wish it wasn't with my best friend. I guess the silver lining was that they were careful, but still I didn't have a right to be mad. She was telling me the truth and I slept with Eva Marie so I have no room to judge.

"I see"

"Jon, it didn't mean anything. I'm so sorry. I love you Jon...with all my heart and soul. I wouldn't have come back to you if I didn't. I know that what happened last night was just a giant misunderstanding. It was both of our faults. I just want to move forward. I want to forget it."

I leaned in and kissed her as I ran my fingers through her hair. I still couldn't believe she was here. She was so beautiful and perfect to me and I needed her desperately in my life. I shifted and scooted over and pulled her down to me. She laid her head on my chest as I gently stroked her hair. She cuddled closer

"Hold me Jon"

I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight. She smiled and sighed and settled in. I kissed her forehead as we laid in bed and talked. Things were good for now and that's all that mattered to me.