Addicted

Ultimate Betrayal

Awww Angie you look adorable. I miss spending time with you!!"

I smiled and hugged Nattie. I missed all of the girls I was actually friends with. It was too bad that I was pregnant because it'd be fun to go out and get drunk together. I looked around and watched everyone get ready or talk. It was the same thing as always. The locker room was divided into cliques and I guess with a large group of girls it will always be that way. April, Nattie, Trinity and I sat in a group talking. I missed Celeste though. I was sad that she left and wished I could've been there to say goodbye. She was always so sweet to me.

"You seem so much happier then the last time you came here with Ambrose."

"Yeah my sister is staying with me while he's on the road so I'm not as lonely." I smiled.

"What name did you two choose?"

"I haven't really talked much about it with Jon. I like Bailey so that's what I've been calling her"

"What about Colby?" Eva Marie chimed in as she walked by

"What about Colby? He's a non issue. Why?"

She shrugged "No, reason. Just little things that float around you know...like that the baby is Colby's or that Jon is sleeping with your sister....ya know...rumors"

I swallowed hard. Ever since Jon called me Janelle I've always wondered if there was more there. I trusted them and loved them both and would hope that they'd never do that to me. She was just trying to get a rise out of me anyway.

"Uh no to both..." I looked around at the others "...I need to go. I'm supposed to help Jon with something before his match."

I got up and walked out of the locker room. I looked around for a second and then headed towards Jon's locker room. I passed by Colby on the way and half smiled and waved a little. It was still awkward and I hated that he constantly texted me random stuff. One of these days Jon was going to see it and flip out on me again. I opened the door to the locker room and heard "noises" coming from around the corner. Ugh...is he watching porn? I silently laughed to myself and made my way into the room and froze. I just stared. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. My heart instantly shattered and everything in me just felt dead. Tears poured from my eyes and my chest was heaving. I wanted to die in this very moment. The two people who I trusted and loved more than anything betrayed everything. She looked up and our eyes locked

"You're fucking dead to me!!!"

I screamed it. Jon turned around and we just stared at each other. I'd never caught him before. I always found out after the fact. This was the worst thing that I could've possibly walked in on. I hated them both. I could never ever look at her again. I didn't want anything to do with either of them. They scrambled to get dressed as I backed against the wall and sobbed into my hands. I took off my wedding ring and threw it at him as he walked towards me. The baby moved and kicked and put my hand on my stomach and cried harder. Jon reached his hand out to my face and I pushed it away

"Don't you ever fucking touch me"

"......Angie....I"

I could see the tears well up in his eyes and I didn't even care. He reached towards me again and again I slapped it away. I didn't want him touching me or doing anything with me after what I just walked in on.

"Please...I'm sorry...I love you Angie"

I reached back and slapped him has hard as I could in the face

"BULLSHIT!!! It's ALWAYS been a bullshit lie!! WHY did you marry me if you were going to do this kind of stuff to me?? Why are you still with me??? You obviously don't want me!!"