Sidnaaz an emotion

Chapter 74

Sometimes in anger you did something that you regret later but once done some damage will left behind . It's human nature we get angry but it is in our hands that how to manage it how to control it .

Same thing happen with asim he said those harsh words to Sana in the moment of heat and he didn't realize yet as he was still blinded in anger  he was thinking that how they can do this with him in anger he lose his sanity he was not thinking straight and on that others also said rubbish to  that boosted his anger .

Rashmi- asim tu kyu itna hyper ho raha hai wo aisa hi hai use jab tak kisi ka use karna hota hai jab tak hi wo apne paas rakhta hai logo ko aur jab uska mann bhar jaata hai to unhe chod deta hai tere saath  yahi hua hai koi nahi tu strong hai handle kar lega par tu aise hyper mat ho.

Shefali B- haa mai jab kuch nahi boli par Sid ki galti thi unhe aise nahi baat karni chaiye thi wo bade star hai to kya hua kisi se bhi aise baat nahi kar sakte tune sahi kia tu sahi ke liye bol raha tha .

Vishal- mujhe to waise bhi samjh nahi aata uss aadmi ka humesha gusse mein rehta hai dekha abhi kaise aage aa gaya tha marne ke liye waise bolta hai bhia manta hoon koi aise behave karta hai apne bhai ke saath thoda to sochna chaiye .

Madhurima- yaar ho gaya na usse shant hone do jab shant ho jaayega to sab sahi se soch payega abhi gusse mein hai abhi kuch bhi bologe usse wo alag hi matlab lagega .

Rashmi- haa to hum konsa bhadka rahe hai maine to wohi bola jo sach hai abhi dekhna wo sana uska saath de  rahi hai na wo usse bhi chod dega jab matlab nikal jaayega wso aisa hi hai maine kaam kia hai mai jaanti hoon uss bechari ko pyaar ho gaya hai uss aadmi se dekha na kaise har waqat uske saath rehti hai humesha uski side leti hai par sid leta hi kabhi uski side dekha na wohi peeche bhagti hai uske haa wo bhi karta hai thoda bohot par sab dikhawa hai .

Vishal- pta nahi kya ho gaya hai sana ko bhi aur mujhe nahi lagta pyaar hai aur agar hai bhi to sahi aur galat mein fark pta hai used par jab baat Sid ki aati hai to wo bas uska hi side leti hai .

Madhurima- yaar please uski life hai bas kar do abhi usne sun liye to bura lagega usse already bohot kuch bol diya aaj logo ne usse she saaid eyeing asim but asim didn't realise that she said that for him .

Inside:

Shefali Z- ye asim ne kya bola ki sana jaanti hai ki Asim kya feel karta hai uske liye ye kab hua kisi ko pta hai kya mujhe to nahi pta aisa kuch .

Aarti- nahi mujhe to nahi pta haa mujhe lagta tha pehle ki asim kuch feel karta hai sana ke liye par abhi kuch weeks se to aisa nahi lag raha tha normal lag raha tha .

Mahira- Kaisi hai ye ladki isse pta hai ki koi iske liye feel karta hai aur ye phir bhi kisi aur ke saath hai matlab mana ki mujhe asim kuch khaas nahi lagta par bura lag raha hai uske liye sanane acha nahi kia uski feelings ke saath aise khel kar .

Paras- pta nahi par lagta to nahi hai sana ki taraf se aisa kuch matlab kabhi aisa kuch dekha nahi dono ke beech ki aisa lage humesha friends ki tarah rakha hai par haa agar use pta tha ki asim kya feel karta hai uske baare mein to at least uske   liye Sid se thoda distance rakh leti .

Shefali Z- ye ladki haaye re baba kaisi hai meri samjh se to bahar hai pta nahi sid kaise jhelta hai isse .

In bathroom area:

Sid was sitting beside Sana on the bed in bathroom she was lying there covering herself with quilt sid was trying to talk to her but she is just crying not saying a word.

Sid- baby sun na kab tak royegi please chup ho jaa mai maanta hoon jo bhi hua galat hua par aise tere  rone se kya hoga dekh meri taraf dekh ek baar .

Sana just get little away from him .

Sid- baby waha wall  hai aur kitna udhar hogi please sun ek baar please meri taraf dekh tu aisa nahi maanegi na acha dekh tujhe meri kasam hai ye quilt hata aur baat kar mere se mai aur der nahi  reh sakta tere  se baat kye bina .

Sana remove quilt from her face ,her eyes were red due to continuous crying .

Sid- jaan mera bachha dekh meri taraf please rona band kar de ab to .

Sana- usne aisa kyu bola .

Sid - gusse mein bol diya mujhe bhi bohot gussa aaya tha uss waqt usne jo bhi bola wo galat kiya sabke samne aise bol diya .

Sana- sab ne suna ... tv par bhi aayega shayad sab dhekhenge sab kya sochenge phir wahi ganda bolenge mere baare mein mai nahi seh paaungi wo sab dubara ek baar buri tarah toot chuki hoon dubara nahi ho paayega mujhse wo sab .

Sid- koi kuch nahi sochega aur agar sochte bhi hai to hume usse fark nahi padna chaiye dekh baby duniya mein lakho croro log hai jaroori nahi sab humein pasand kare agar ek bhi kare to bohot hai aap sabko khush nahi kar sakti na hi kisi ki soch badal sakte ho jo jaisa hai use waisa hi chod do .

Dekh mai tujhe kitna pyaar karta hoon meri jaan hai tu in fact mera jahan hai tu mera din tere se shuru hota hai aur teri baho mein hi aakar sukoon se sota hoon mai aur mere alawa maa hai di hai bachhe hai wo bacche tujhe apna idol maante hai tujhe follow karte hai aur sabse jyada pyaar bhi tujhse hi karte hai specially Aditi uske liye tu role model se kam nahi hai mujhe bolti hai ki use mami jaisa banna hai to phir soch tune kitni achi tarah samjha hoga use use pyaar kiya hoga tabhi to wo tujhe itna maanti hai har koi idol nahi ban sakta hai kisi ka bhi aur punjab mein ghar mein kitna pyaar karte hai sab bta ye sab aise hi thodi hai .

Aur rahi baat Asim ki to mai jaanta hoon aur tu bhi wo pyaar karta hai tere se tu hai hi aisi ki kisi ko bhi tere se pyaar ho jaaye wo humein ek saath dekhta hai pura din aur use pta hai hum pati patni hai thoda bohot bura lagta hi hoga na wo humein dikhata nahi hai par maine feel kia hai wo awkward feel karta hai humare saath jab bhi akela hota hai jab vikas tha to wo uske saath time spend karta tha par ab use akela feel hota hai shayad wo jab bhi humein dekhta hai jealous bhi feel hota ho haa usne kabhi bola nahi .

Tu hi soch agar hum kisi se pyaar kare aur humein pta hai ki wo pyaar reciprocate nahi hoga aur humare saamne wo insaan kisi aur ke saath ho to kaisa feel hoga mai to pagal hi ho jaata mai nahi bardaasht kar sakta tujhe kisi aur ke saath  aur upar se ye ghar aisa hi hai sab logo ko pagal kar deta  hai kuch na kuch hota hi rehta hai shyad kisi ne kuch bol diya hurt ho gaya ho .  

Sana listening to him but didn't said anything .

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