Sidnaaz an emotion

Chapter 115

Sid - abhi aur bhi bohot kuch clear karna hai shuru se karte hai mai aaj kuch bhi nahin chodna chahta koi misunderstanding nahi rakhna chahta  maine tujhe uss din mahira se ladne ke liye iss liye bola tha kyuki mujhe pta tha ki wo kis level tak soch sakta hai usne bohot koshish ki hai shuru se ki wo tere aur mahira ke saath love triangke banaye par tune kabhi usse bhaav nahi dia kyuki tujhe uski personality se hi chid hoti hai usne bohot try kia ki wo tujhe apni taraf kar sake par tu nahi hui jab usse pta laga ki tu bahar popular hai to wo jaanta tha ki tu mujhe chodkar uske paas nahi jaayedgi wo bahra behta hai ander se tere khilaaf to wo ab hum finale ke itne paas ho gaye hai to kuch bhi karke tujhe neeche girana chahta hai pehel wo jealousy word pakad liya tha kyuki usse tera ek weak point mil gaya to wo usse jaan kar press kar raha tha taki tera reaction nikle mai samjh gaya tha kyuki jaise tune pehle react kia tha weekend se pehle to creatives ko aur paras ko laga tujhe trigger karenge to kuch na kuch contyent milega hi milega .

Par wo ye nahi jaante the ki mai hoon tere saath unhe nahi laga tha ki mai sabke saamne tujhe protect karunga to wo fali ho gaya to ab paras mahira ko dhaal bana kar tujhe girana chahta hai kyuki usse pta hai bahar mahira aarti ya rashmi koi bhi tere aas paas bhi nahi hai aur mujhe aur asim se wo kuch nahi le sakta hai to usne tujhe choose kia hai as a target dekha na baat thi bhi nahi kuch aur jaan kar tera naam lia so that tujhe neecha dikha kar khud acha banna chahte hai .

Sana- mai jaanti hoon ki wo aise hi hai bohot kuch galat kia hai unhone par mai unse kuch bolti bhi nahi hoon wo phir bhi mujhe har cheez mein late hai ab bta mai kaise chup rahu aur kab tak iss ghar mein mujhe har kisi ne neecha dikhane ka try kia hai aur in dono ne to khaskar mai kaise har baar sun sakti hoon mai bhi insaan hoon mujhe bhi feel hota hai tujhe bhi choti choti baton par gussa aa jata hai na mai har baar aise react nahi karti mujhe jab bohot hi dimaag sad jaata hai tab karti hoon haa maine teri baat nahi maani kia galat par nahi hua handle gussa bhi bohot aa raha tha jaanti hoon jaan kar kar rahe the mujhe uksaane ke liye aur maine unhe wo mauka dia .

Sid- haa mai jaanta hoon ki un logo ne tujhe jaan kar target kia issi liye to rok raha tha tujhe kya lagta hai mujhe pasand hai un logo ke saath rehna uss paras ke saath jisne tujhe itna kuch bola hai itna galat galat kia hai par ye ghar aisa hi hai aapko kisi na kisi ka support chaiye hota hai aur paras ko saath rakhne ki ek wajha aur bhi hai agar wo mere saath hai to mujhe pta chal jayega ki uske dimaag mein kya chal raha hai aur mai usse manipulate bhi kar sakta hoon par agar wo mere against hoga to wo tujhe jaan kar aur target karega ye sab aur chalta hi rahega .

Sana- haa par mai nahi reh sakti unke saath mujhe nahi acha lagta unke saath baitthna wo log muh par meethe hai aur peeche kuch aur hi hai maine dekha hai secret room se ki wo log tere saath kyu hai .

Sid - tujhe lagta hai mujhe nahi pta ,sab pta hai mujhe ki wo sirf game mein tikke rehne ke liye hai par wo bohot shaatir bhi hai mai usse close rakh raha hoon taaki wo jo kare usse mai handle kar loon kyuki usse kahin na kahin lagta hai ki mere saath rahega to finale tak pohochega .

Sana- par mai nahi reh sakti na aise mujhe to galat lagta hai wo galat  ka saath kaise de doon meri vibe match nahi hoti hai .

Sid- to rashmi se vibe match hoti hai dekha usne kya kia jaan kar ye sab kia taaki tu aur mai ladai karein .

Sana- mai rashmi ke saath nahi asim aur vishal ke saath rehti hoon wo rashmi bhi wahi hoti hai to meri kya galti hai .

Sid- mai jaanta hoon usse isiliye bola tha door reh usse par tu sunti nahi hai tujhe khud ki karni hoti hai .

Sana- maine nahi maani baat meri galti hai par tune bhi to kaise react kia tu gussa hota hai to mai manane aati hoon na tu nahi aaya ek baar bhi mai baar baar aati hoon tu door karta hai tab bhi par tu nahi karta hai .

Sid- kyu karu wo tu karti hai humesha mujhe usi ki aadat hai mai wo change nahi karna chahta tu meri hai aur jab mujhe manati hai mere aasa paas rehti hai mujhe acha lagta hai tu jaanti hai ye aur mujhe wo vishal bikul nahi pasand wo jaise tere aas paas mandhrata rehta hai .

Sana- wo madhu se pyaar karta hai bola usne mujhe .

Sid- to tere aas paas kyu rehta hai .

Sana - wo mazaak karta hai shefali aur aarti ki tarah tere se chipakta nahi hai wo.

Sid- aur wo task mein tune mujhe i hate you kyu bola matlab bola kaise tu ye bta maine kuch kia nahi nato tune wo bola kaise tune aise kaise hate you bol dia .

Sana- gusse mein thi mai saali ne noch dala tha mujhe aur meri shirt bhi phat gai thi itna ganda laga mujhe aur jab usne bola ki sid nice strategy to mera dimaag sad gaya tha aur jis tarah se usne mujhe dekha ki meri koi value hi nahi hai teri life mein .

Sid- koi aur decide karega ki tu mere liye kya matter karti hai ab mai tujhe yaad dilau ki tu kya hai meri aur rahi baat strategy ki to tujhe lagta hai ki mai kisi ko tujhe hurt karne ke liye bolunga aisa soch bhi kaise sakti hai tu .

Sana- mujhe hurt karne ke liye nahi mujhe neeche zameen par dabane ke liye aur uss waqt mai kuch samajh nahi paai mujhe aisa ganda feel ho raha tha mera jacket halka sa bhi upar ho jaata to usse ladki ho kar bhi sharam nahi hai .

Sid- mujhe pta hota usne aisa kia hai to mai usse chodta nahi aise kaise koi tujhe hurt kar sakta hai .

Sana- mann to mera bhi kia ki muh tod du uska bas phir nahi kar sakti thi yaha .

Sid- baby galti dono ki thi agar baat karte to itni aage pohochti hi nahi baat par dono ne react kia haa mai jaanta hoon maine jyada react kia aur galat bhi tha par mai tujhe kabhi galat nahi samajh sakta tu jaan hai meri bohot pyaar karta hoon sorry nahi bolunga  kyuki usse meri galti choti ho jaayegi par mai aage se koshish karunga ki apna reaction control karu .

Sana- gussa to mujhe tujh par abhi bhi bohot hai par mai aur nahi ladna chahti bohot ho gaya iss hafte mai bohot hurt hoon tere se abhi bhi par kya karu pyaar bhi bohot karti hoon mai bhi galat thi jaanti hoon par tune jo bola wo jyada hurt kia .

Sid- jaanta hoon baby i will make it up for you mai dekhu kaha lagi hai tujhe he said trying to touch the area where she got hurt .

Sana- haa haq hai tera biwi hoon mai teri aur tu husband hai mera tu jo chahe kar sakta hai .

She lifted her top a little he saw the bruised part it turned bluish black he curses in audibly .

Sid-abhi bhi dard hai jyada .

Sana- nahi pain killer diye hai .

Sid- mujhe kyu nahi btaya tabhi .

Sana- mai gussa thi abhi bhi hoon wo to teri shaqal dekh kar pyaar aa jata hai .

Sid- jaanta hoon   waise tu aur salman sir humesha band baja dete ho meri .

Sana- haa to harkate hi aisi hai teri .

Sid- acha bachhu chal ander chalte hai late ho gaya hai aur aaj mujhe hug karke sona hai .

Sana- mujhe bhi par bhulna mat mai abhi bhi hurt hoon tere se .

Sid- haa haa meri jaan kal maanunga abhi sote hai .

Both slept peacefully in each other arms after almost a week.

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