Barbie Transformation

The envelope.

(LUCKY BITCHES, I UPDATED WHILST ON HOLIDAY. NOT SURE IF THIS IS SHORT OR NOT?) not edited
PPS, MY NEW BOOK WILL BE PUBLISHED ON WATTPAD IN 2015, FEBRUARY 14 THE TITLE WILL BE RELEASED THAT DAY, ALONG WITH THE DETAILS.
I HOPE TO HAVE FINISHED THIS BOOK BY THEN.

After Zero and I expressed our feelings for each other -cornily-, we snoozed on my bed in a tight cuddle.
"Open it when you get home, but make sure you're alone." Hunter's words linger in my mind, and I find, even in my content state, I can't avert my attention from the envelope he gave me.
I cautiously lift Zero's large arm from my tiny waist and quietly slip out of my bed, rummaging through the darkness. Once I finished that task, I collect my side-bag from the floor and retrieve the white envelope and tiptoe into the bathroom, locking it behind me.

Staring at the blank envelope, I try as hard as I can to open it without making too much of a ruckus.
When I finally pull the flap off it, I unsuccessfully rip a corner from the edge of the papers inside. I scowl and carefully take the bunch of paper out of the envelope, making a loud crackling sound.

The first page says:

Airplane Trendas
Seat 73
Row 8
Destination: Seattle
From: Rivendale Airport
Take-Off Time: 11:00
Section C---> depart at this base
Note: Please arrive one and a half hours prior the airplane leaving. This is to ensure you get to the airport on time and avoid any lingering, time consuming traffic that might delay your arrival. We thank you for travelling with Trendas Airline and wish you a safe trip!

I bite my lip and turn the page to the back, revealing the next one. To my surprise, it's completely filled with scribbles of untidy writing, resembling Hunter's.
I uncertainly begin to read it.

Dear Emmerson, I know you and I haven't exactly been on the best of terms lately, but I really need you to understand me.
Firstly, I need to begin with by saying, I'm Sorry. I'm so, so sorry for letting you run off to New York after... The warehouse incident. I completely lost all faith in you and everything around me and I never should have. You were only trying to comfort me and It was completely wrong of me to take my rage out on you and let you walk away, especially after Jasper admitted he was your half-brother. You were in a tough situation and I should have been more open-minded and careful around you. You are fragile, and I managed to damage you even more than you already were. I also want to apologise for constantly insulting you. The reason I did this was to get your attention. I was an idiot, because I knew I was hurting you by calling you names, but I also knew this was the only way to get your eyes off of Zero and onto me. You seemed so lovestruck around him and it made me completely and utterly jealous. I felt heartbroken that you had left me with unspoken agreements for some other guy you'd only know for a few weeks. Ever since you engraved my name on your treehouse, I felt like I was that special person for you. I felt like you needed me to fill that blank space up, yet when I wasn't there, Zero filled in for me. I felt rejected and replaced. I also felt like an underdog around you, as you always had control over my feelings. I'm sorry that I let you get away. You mean the world to me, Emmerson. I might not be rich, I might not be perfect, but I am me. And if that counts for anything valuable to you, I reckon that's all we need in life; each other. I know Zero means a lot to you, I can see it in your eyes. So if you end up staying with him, just know that I completely understand, even though I might react somewhat harshly.
Ever since that day I broke your shoe (accidentally)...
I stifle a smile.
I felt like you and I were meant to be there at that exact time and place. It was as though it was fate for the both of us to be there. Remember that time at the park when it was raining and we had our first 'practice kiss'? I remember feelings all sorts of Sparks and just dancing around with you made me genuinely happy. When I told you that our kissing session was just a practice, I was lying. I really, really enjoyed it. I tried to find so many other ways to kiss you again, like making a plan to make-out in the closet or against the lockers... I couldn't get enough of you. And the truth is, from the beginning of the blackmail, I never once regretted a moment with you. Everything I did with you managed to put a smile on my face.
I was a coward, though. I should have told you how I felt about you.
Nothing's changed though... I'm still a coward, except my feeling have grown stronger- much stronger.
Emmerson, I want you in my life. I know this is a massive decision to make, choosing between Zero and I... But just know that I'd give up every penny I've ever earned for you, I'd give up my life for you, just so we could be together.
Come home to me, Emmerson.
Fill in my blank space and come to Seattle with me. We could begin fresh, start again, leave the past behind. I may not be good enough for you: I'm not a Prince Charming and I'm not rich... But I'd like you to be my Princess and I'd treat you as my treasure and my jewels. Nothing is more valuable to me than you are.
I'd die without you, Emmerson. Inside and out.